Her Secret Desires

Growing

Please be advised that this chapter contains mature contents. The following events relate to the evolution of the characters' romantic development. Enjoy

Nel's pov

I was so aroused. My core was soaked. This man had teased me and left me wanting. So when he reached inside my unzipped pants, he pressed his warm, thick fingers on my button of nerves. I was pushed over in pleasure.

Silas paused in amused shock. A mischievous smile appeared on his face. “Did you just c*m?” I didn’t think my face could get any redder, and he just chuckled. “Don’t worry, Nelly, that will be one of many.”

Putting his hand back into my pants, he began to touch and rub my fold. I couldn’t control my moans. “F**k Nelly” he groined in my ears.

At that moment was when I realized that was grinding on his hand and, in turn, his very large c**k. He moved over my panty and began to rub on the sensitive fold, opening my lips and rubbing my cl*t furious determination.

“You are so wet for me. Are you trying to make me lose control?” He said while biting my ear and grinding his manhood between my a** cheeks. My body was humming.

I could feel the familiar coil starting, but for some reason, it was much tighter than ever before. It seemed Silas sensed it too and pushed his long finger into my core.

I was about to fall apart. Right off the cliff and climax again. “Not yet, Nelly!” he grunted in my neck. I didn’t know how much more I could take. Silas pushed another

finger in my hunger h*le. “F**k, yes! yes!” I yelled in his hand.

It hurt so good, feeling the little pain from being stretched out, but the pleasure was more than Iever imagined. His fingers were so long, they went deeper than mine could go. He curled his fingers.

That's when I felt him hitting something in me. I moaned in appreciation. "Right there, uh?" He said in my ears. His voice was husky. In and out, he pushed his fingers, curling it as he went.

I couldn't take it much longer. Silas saw it, and “c*m for me, Nelly” and seconds later that's what I did. He ribbed my nerve, stretching out my org*sm even longer.

I had never had an org*sm as big. My legs were a shaken mess. If that was just a taste. I couldn’t imagine how he would feel inside me. Would he even fit? There was time for that to be discovered.

I turned around and was met with loving gray eyes. I could tell he was happy and.. nervous?

My eyes felt tired. My body drained. He picked me up bridal style and laid me on his

bed. His bed was so comfortable. I felt the bed dip. Pulling me to him, he wrapped his arms around my waist.

My back against his firm chest. I was egulf in his scent cinnamon and oak, and that's when I felt my eyes get heavy. Before I knew it, I had dozed off.

I woke up, confused. Where was I? I looked around the large from. How did I end up in Silas' room.? It was slowly coming back to me. The movie, Silas’s hand….the talk… the kiss.. His thick fingers.

I could still feel the ache in my core. What have I gotten myself into? What does this now mean? I was Silas’s… what? Girl? f**k buddy? But as I lay there and thought about one of my best friends... I knew the truth.

I knew Silas didn't mess around

like other guys. Plus, the way he looked at me tonight, raw and with so much love and hope…. I was his now. I smiled as I thought of it. I was happy.

Yet… why did my heart hurt at the same time? West and Kil…. How would they take the news? Will they be happy for us? Did I want that? I’m sure, at least Aubrey will be happy for me….right.

I stopped my train of thought as I heard slight yelling in the other room. What was going on? I got up and walked to the door, trying to hear what was going on, but still nothing.

So I opened the door just enough, and what I heard shocked me. “You can’t just make this decision on your own!!” West said “She made her choice” I heard Silas say. “You can’t just take her from us! West continued.

“I never planned to” Silas retorted “Bulls*t, Si” I heard Kil say. What did this mean? Was I now going to lose my best friends?... No! I can’t lose West. I couldn’t lose Kil. Was Aubrey mad, too? I came out a little further. I couldn’t lose them. It wasn’t worth it.

I needed them. They were a part of me. My very heart! I felt like my world was closing around me. I couldn’t breathe. I stepped

into the kitchen where they were standing around the kitchen island.

“Would you guys shut the f**k up” Aubrey said, nodding in my direction. They all turned in my direction. “sh*t” West said. He was angry, and his hair was a mess from him pulling in it.

Would they leave? Is this the end? Is this the end of us? I never imagined the day ever coming, but here we were. I couldn’t catch my breath, I heard my heart pounding in my ears.

“Don’t leave me” I whispered, staring at the four most important people in my life, with tears rolling down my face.

Kil ran to me, with worry in his eyes, and engulfed me in his arms. He began kissing my temple repetitively. “Never” he told me with desperation in his voice as he buried his face in my hair.

West came behind me, rubbing my arms

and kissing my head. “What gave you that stupid idea? You're stuck with us” West said. In an attempt to cheer me up.

I saw Aubrey across the kitchen with an

unreadable expression as she bit her nails. She looked.. off..unhinged. When she realized I was watching, her face instantly changed, and she began to smile at me.“Duh, Nels bear, we’re a package deal” That was a little weird.