Her Secret Desires

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Please be advised that this chapter contains mature contents. The following events relate to the evolution of the characters' romantic development. Enjoy

Nel's pov

“ Can I help you?” Still annoyed about earlier. He looked at me with an intense look that I could not understand.

It almost looked like he was worried and nervous. I did not understand. He grabbed my hand and led me to his room.We walked in, and he closed the door. He then pushed me against the wall.

Placing both hands on the sides of my head. He looked at me with so much awe and nervous. “You are so beautiful”. My face turned hot. I looked at him, trying to understand what was happening.

“Thank you, Si, you're not so bad yourself. Can we finish the movie now?” I said. “What would you have done if I didn’t pull away tonight?” he asked. My face turned red.

I was so shocked when an instant answer came to my head. ‘I would c*m’.. I thought to myself “ I would c*m” I said…wait what?! I

covered my mouth, praying he didn’t hear me. But from the sexy smile on his face. I knew that he did… just great.

“ I can make that happen” he said in the most husky, deep voice. I was so turned on

and irritated I was a mix of confusion. Sighing, he removed his hands from the wall, and he took a step back, folding his arms, and I almost whimpered.

I was so hot and bothered. It had been so long since I had played with myself before. I was still a virgin, but I knew things, and I knew how to deal with my needs. It just been a while since I took care of that, and it was showing.

But, I had never had a man pleasure me, and Silas was so close to doing just that for me tonight, “ I can’t have you only once if we do

this,” Silas said. What did he mean? He leaned into me and whispered in my ear

“I don’t want to f**k around, I just want to f**k you day and night. Wrapping myself around your warmth. My face buried in your mounds. Watching you c*m over and over” I turned to look at him heated with lust and vulnerability.

My heart was beating out of control. What did he mean? What could I say to something like that? This was all new, but he was Silas. I had always loved him since we were kids. Did I love him in that way? I knew a part of me always thought of the possibility. I looked up at him and saw desperate hope as he searched my eyes. Waiting for my answer.

How could I say no to him? His words were genuine and..honestly very hot. I trusted him, and I knew he cared about me. He would love me and protect me with his last breath if he had to. All of us would for each other.

But this. What if our relationship changes? Which it will, but what if this failed and it didn’t work out? Could we go back?

The dynamic between the five of us was good. Some would call our relationship weird. Sometimes, we slept in each other's bed. I remember mom and dads' passing. I didn’t eat or sleep, and everyone took turns bathing me, and I slept in their beds.

I still do now. Nothing ever s****l, they were my family. But this… this would change everything. Did I want that? The thought was scary. Looking into Silas gray eyes, I said….”yes”

We stared at each other for a few minutes. Silas stood there as still as a statue with a shocked expression. I took him in, waiting for his response. My heart was pounding a hundred miles per hour.

This will be the start of everything .. changing. “Si” I called his name. My voice was shaking. I didn’t know what to expect. Silas blinked a few times, still a bit taken back. “Are you absolutely sure? '' He whispered

I could barely hear him. Was he giving me a way out already? “Because if you are positive.. I will not be able to control my

adoration and love for you” His voice was so shaky and low.

He searched my eyes for any doubt, but he couldn’t find none. “I..I want this” I said, but as the word left my mouth, he grabbed my face with both hands and kissed me with so much passion and emotion all I could do was stand there and take it.

“Now do you want me to help sate you, little Nelly?” I couldn’t think straight his lips were so soft and warm. I nodded my head instead. His lips were still an inch from mine's.

“Words Nelly” he commanded. I looked into his eyes, and they were so intense and dominant.

“ Yes,” I said so lowly. Silas stroked my cheeks with his thumbs. “Good girl”

It made me happy when he praised me. He leaned in and kissed me softer, more leisurely. I had never been kissed like this before, I followed his lead.

He let out a sexy groan, and I took that as a good sign. He licked my bottom lip, requesting access.I opened my mouth. Silas, that opportunity entered my mouth.

His tongue massaged mine as his hands began to go lower down to my neck and then collar. Until they reached my covered breast “ah” I moaned in his mouth. “Sh*t, Nelly” he groined. I was so hot.

He began to kiss down my cheek, down to my neck. Sucking and biting, leaving trails of pleasure in his wake. I’m sure there were also hickeys down my neck, too.

Silas kissed behind my ear, and my body shook. I let out a loud squeal. he covered my mouth “Naughty girl trying to get us caught so soon.”

He turned me around and placed my head against the door while his warm hand was still over my mouth. Pressing his manhood against my a**.

Reaching his hand went in front of me, down to my shorts, and unbuttoned them. I

began to panic. I don’t know if I was ready to lose my virginity here!! right now!! But..I wouldn’t mind if it was Silas who did it.

“Ssshh Nelly, I’m not going to f**k you on my c**k today” Kissing my cheek, slowly

making his way back to my neck. “I’m only going to make you c*m a couple of times, on my hands”

I moaned in the hand that safely guarded my errotic scream of bliss as he sucked on

my neck. His other hand was playing with my stomach. He slowly made his way into my pants. His hands were so big and all I needed to c*m was his a finger pussing on my love button.