Her Secret Desires

unwanted

Nel's pov

He checked me over, seeing if I was injured anywhere. Jeff was on the junior varsity team with lean muscles and a smile that would make a girls' hearts skip a beat, and he knew it.

His thick eyebrows were scrunched together. His hazel eyes roamed my body with concern until I saw the hints of lust in them. Eyeing me like a piece of meat.

I knew that looked too well. I had gotten looked at like that more times than I cared to count, and little to none of them could hear the word no.

I pulled away a little. Taking a step back. Gaining a bit of distance “ Thanks, for the concern but I’m ok” I said. He shook his head as if he was coming out of a trance.

A mischievous smile appeared on his face. Making me feel anything but pleasant “You hit the ground really hard. Are you sure you don’t need to go to the nurses office? I could take you there” he whispered, rubbing his hands and licking his lips. His eyes were staring at my chest, taking a step closer a

step closer.

There were rumors going around the school about ‘balloon Nel’ being a w***e and easy. I knew it was from Brittany and her cackling hyenas. Just like I knew Jeff believe them by the way he was eye fu**ing me right now.

He was close to Brittany's clique. Having

slept with one or two of them a few times.

“That's kind, but I am fine”. I said, giving him a polite smile, as I attempted to walk past him. However, Jeff seemed to be in the ninety percentile and seemed to not like the word no.

He grabbed my arm as I was walking away. His face changed into irritation “ You said it yourself, I’m trying to be kind here. Don’t be a bi**h. Let's go”. He said, trying to pull me with him.

I snatched my arm away and scowled back in annoyance. Why were there guys like this?! Men who believe girl wanted this treatment??“ When the f**k did I give you permission to touch me?? I said no, thank you. Back off”

I looked him square in the eyes. That seemed to have pissed him off more. I felt it before I could register what just happened. My left cheek was so hot, and It felt like my eye exploded.

Did he just slap me in the face?? What pissed me off more was my eyes began to water. Dammit!! Why did I have to cry in front of him?

I looked up at him in shock. Tears were blurry, my eyes. But what I saw disgust me most. A smirk had formed on his face. Satisfaction from seeing me so

vulnerable and weak.

He leaned down and whispered “If you behave, I can make it feel better”. My blood boiled, and my face was hot. I wanted to scream. I was ready to attack, but before I even had a chance.

A fist connected to Jeff’s face with a crack, the sound reverberated in the large empty school halls. Jeff fell into the lockers, and a tooth flew from his mouth to the floor. He lay completely immobilized on the tile floor.

Before I could comprehend what happened, a pair of hands were on my face looking at my throbbing cheek with so much worry and rage. I stood there perring into Kil’s grayish brown eyes as Silas hovered around Jeff's body.

Silas looked furious. Silas went lower to a half conscious Jeff and whispered something into his ear. Before I could even get a chance to hear what was said. I was forcibly turned around as a pair of warm muscular arms went around my shoulder, and yummy lips kissed my temple.

I felt my heart pounding beneath my breast. That’s when I realized I had tears running

down my face. I was crying. As we began to walk away, he said, already bored with the situation “Let's go, it stinks over here. It smells like a**.”

(End of flashback)

I was running near the docks for about twenty minutes now. I like to come here in the early morning because there was not a lot of foot traffic.

The only ones that were here were the old fishermen, who came in hopes of catching worth wild size Lamprey as they hunted for smaller fish.

I love it here as the sun kissed the lake surface. It reminded me of dad’s fishing trips. As I admired the calm, peaceful morning. The stillness of the water.

I saw a guy run past, going in the opposite direction. It was a beautiful morning, and the view was breathe taking. It would be foolish of me to think I would be the only one enjoying it.

What stood out to me was the fact that he wasn’t looking at the path in front of him, but he was looking at me smiling. I gave a small, polite nod of acknowledgment.

I've become cautious over the years. I started beating myself up about it, but whether he meant it suggestively, that was my cue.

I turned around to find he was running right behind me!!