Do it!
1093 Words
Elysia
Pulling my phone out of the purse, I handed it to Arya.
“Now, I want you to go up to the stage and be a slut, you get that? Hold the damn pole, you bum, and bite your finger.” I ran to the stage, my six-inch heel clicking and saddling to the side; I was a little bit drunk.
“Now there. Stop.” She leaned forward, taking the first picture, and the flash made me blink a little. Then another closer shot
“I want you to sit on the stage, your hands behind you, and spread your legs…”
“What, no! My panties are lacy… It’s see-through.”
“Damn it, you think I don’t know?”
“Do it, do it, do it!” Lia and Lilly yelled from behind. I was uncertain about this pose, but I did it anyway, spreading my legs and biting my lower lip. By the time she had taken three shots, the liquor must have worn off, and anxiety kicked in. The flashes sparked up my anxiety and made my head fuzzy.
Alpha Kieran was a good man, he was decent. He asked if I was open to premarital s*x, which I had told him I was not, and he supported that, saying he was only going to wait till after marriage. Sending him these pictures, I don’t know.
“Here, now these are cool pictures, trust me. You would be giving our beloved Alpha a hard-on wherever he is now; he might even come here looking for you if he knows you look so dangerous tonight.” I gulp a bulb of saliva.
I don’t know.
“Send it now. Before the party ends.”
Her words came with the rest of the girls cheering, sliding up to our previous messages, the Alpha wasn’t having a party like I was, he had said he was going to be busy preparing for the wedding. He wanted to give me the wedding of my dreams.
Diamond dress, a long veil, crystal hall—it was going to be perfect, and he had sacrificed his night to make sure tomorrow morning, I would have all I want. I can’t cause this much distraction for him.
“Oooh, someone having cold feet,” Arya whispered.
“I am not, I just—it’s not right.”
“Ugh, buzzkill.” She drags the phone from my hands, and then the other two create a fence before me, stopping me from reaching her.
“Give me my phone!”
“No.”
She typed away from where she stood. “Here sent. “Deleted,” she said, and then handed me the phone.
“s**t…”
Now she had made it impossible for me to delete it from my phone. The alpha was online, and my heart palpitations increased. For a moment, it was like the world took a pause, and I was the only one active in it.
What if he sees me differently?
My anxiety gets worse when I see three dots dancing up on the screen, my legs wobble, and I immediately rush to the chair, clutching my heart; it was taking longer than it should.
Suddenly, he stopped.
I knew it!
He hates me now.
“Ely! Come and join us, we are doing shots…” Resentment clouds my vision.
“I am going home,” I said to the girls, but I was so certain they didn’t hear me because Lily kept waving at me.
I waved my head. “No, no, I have a wedding tomorrow, I need to get some sleep.” I refused, my joy had died. I just needed to go back home at this point. Arya, noticing the glum look, yelled to the deejay to stop the music, which he did. She walks up to me, concerned, plastered on her face.
“What's it? Didn’t he like it?”
“I don’t know, Arya. I am going home.”
“Did he say anything?”
“I don’t know! I told you it wasn’t a f*****g good idea, but you were so drunk you just had to do it yourself, didn’t you! You had to do it, now he has seen it and won’t even talk to me.” Tears broke down from my eyes, I just couldn’t hold it in anymore.
“I am sorry I broke your little good girl fantasy, but that man is going to see your nakedness tomorrow. It can’t be that serious, you know. It can’t be! Maybe he’s too busy.”
It wasn’t a good girl fantasy. I no longer do all this. I stopped for a reason.
But she wasn’t far from the truth, and I was already tired. “I know, I just want to go home. You can party; whatever you order is on me. Just be in my house early for the makeup; you girls will be leading me to the altar. I don’t want you looking like ghosts.”
“Ely…”
“No, it’s fine, I just need to leave. I need sleep. Love you.” I kissed all three of them on the cheeks and then grabbed my coat from the rack before walking away. My phone starts buzzing again. Reluctant because I feel it was one of the girls calling me to come back, I ignored it.
Guards escorted me to my car, and in silence I took the path to my house; the phone rang again. And I took my phone out of my pocket. Just to see that it was Kieran who had called. Excited and anxious, I picked up, but he ended the call again.
Just then, I texted him.
*Hey, I'm sorry about the pictures. I didn’t mean to send them to you, it was—* Before I could finish my statement, his message popped into my phone.
*You look like a goddess; you have to dress like that on our wedding night. I can’t wait to rip it off your sexy body.” My cheeks flushed painfully, and the weight in my head suddenly felt lighter.
I had no idea how to respond to his text; I just sent an emoji
*Where are you now?* Another text popped up on my screen. I responded, telling him I was on my way home. He went silent for a while. Not saying anything.
*I kept a surprise for you at the door. Do well to send me a photo when you get home, my dearest.*
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