The Journey Of a Silver Wolf

Chapter five - No feelings

A / n -} the next part is outside. I'm really sorry that I didn't write that moment, but I'm back, although with less pain because I have something with my hand, it's probably bumped because I can't turn my wrist properly, but I'm back. So we can start.

* Soaria *

“She is waking up! Quickly prepare the bedding for her.”

Why do I feel like someone is running around with me? Oh, maybe because someone is running with me in their arms.

What's going on! Nothing happened to me. Well I hope so. If the senile old man did something to me the death wouldn put him six meetres under ground, but I would.

And god the way I am being carried by this hunk of a manI kinda like how he holds me so close and tighlty like his whole life depends on it. So please hold me because it just soothes me, and I feel that this man will make me fall asleep in no moment. And how do I know it is one chunky man? Well I don't know of any women in our pack who would have such big and muscular hands with this chest full of muscles and abs. God I already love you.

All this running makes me feel so tired. I know I shouldn't be complaining but why be so rought while running boy. Maybe if I give him a little signal that I'm alive he will smoothen his pace. Or maybe not with the way he tenses every second my temperature drops, so why not try to calm him down a bit by showing him that I am very alive.

God squeezing his hand is impposible. Why want to have such a big and strong hand Mr. Muscle ? I would never say that squeezing someone's hand is something so difficult. And with the way he is going to crush my body by making his hold in me tighter and tighter. But hey I am no momma bear I can't move oceans like god. It needs a little time to squeeze this rocky hand.

Let's do it. I will just putt as much force as possible into that push with my paw so give me a holiday, I'm no god. And after a few minutes of trying, I feel for the first time as my paw moves. I mean, not my whole claw. Just one tinny shiver.

Am I a corpse or what when he jerks away from me as soon as I touch him with my paw? Did I not wash my paws enought?

But in no time, I feel that warm and masculine palm leaving me. I try to catch up with it in vain. Apparently he probably saw my hind paw scratching , and started arguing with a lady who asked me various questions.

“Sir, you can't come here anymore. This is a space for nurses and surgeons only, and they'll be operating.”

“God you are so stupid. Do you eeven know who you are talking to?! And she wants me there so I will be there!”

I only saw the flicker of someone's shadow and the same flicker again. Is he really arguing with the lady so he can be with me? Not even Chuck would do that. And if it's you Santa, bring me my warm giraffe socks. My feet are a little cold.

“Alright, come with me. I'll show you what to wear and then you'll follow me into the operating room. But I have one question, are you related to her or God forbid her soulmate?”

God forbid like really ?! What am I a rag, so I can't have a soul mate.

“God forbid !?”

But finally someone understands me. Thank you boy, whom that I do not know at all. You're my friend from now on. Just my man.

“Don't make me do anything to you. It is not your bussines.”

Boy is gaining speed. It reminds me of something. Oh actually tmy rap. Listen aunt, this will be your end.

Goes, goes machine,

She smokes from the chimney.

Goes, goes on,

The devours themselves lead.

This will definitely bring her to her knees. I'm really starting to shake that stupid morphine. But I don't mind if they give me a little more. Yup.

“All right, sir, this is the operating room. All I can allow you is to hold her hand or encourage her. But please don't scare the surgeon and nurses by killing them or interfering in the operation with psychological threats. Do you understand?”

“Are you ordering me ?!”

“Sir, I didn't mean it that way, but if you interfere in the operation you will hurt her by stressing them. And that won't be good for your Choosen.”

....

WAIT.

What did they just say ?! I have a soul mate !? But that's not possible me, I ...

I don't trust them. That is not possible. They have to prove it to me. He will not be my soulmate unless he convinces me that something like this can still exist.

But the last thing I feel is not the bond that influences your soulmate, but the long silence. I can't hear, I don't feel, I can't see anymore and I can't feel anything.

* Lucifer *

“ What is going on! “

I yelled out and about three sisters looked at me immediately. Apparently they think I'm too picky and I'm twisting everything, but this seems like a completely normal thing to me. However, I will not overlook every little thing that can endanger my chosen one.

“Sir, tell me what is happening, so we can help!”

“her paw I'm holding is starting to slip out of my hand. It's as if she's losing the strength in her body!”

They look at me in horror. I hope they don't think about what I don't even want to think about.

“God! I can't operate on her when she's in her wolf form! I'm not a veterinarian, I'm a human surgeon. "

"Doctor you can't le this young girl die. So man up and do something."

There was a grave silence in which only her heartbeat kept me in mind.

“Sister Maria give me an injection I have a solution that will make her change!

“But sir ...”

“No sir! And serve it as soon as possible!”

Deadly growl was heard throughout the hall, which did not belong to me but to Orion. My second form. He was just as angry with me. He wanted to tear off the doctor's head and give it to the disgusting exile. How can he afford to cause our chosen one even more pain than she is already in. Let him wait. If he tries to cause her more pain, there will no longer be a single piece of his body on him that would not be transformed into small pieces the size of dust from a fireplace.

“Come with me, Alpha. Don't worry, I'll make sure my precious gem doesn't suffer.”

One of the head nurses at an older age came to me and told me.I silently observed her looking for something that screamed danger or lies but all I found was calmness and kindness, so I believed her. After I sit down and starts feeling the wrath of guiltiness, I bow my head and look at my suffering select. Why did I have to hurt her too?

“Promise me you won't let her die?”

I said with a voice that was a little quiet at the end. I had the feeling that the ground was slowly falling through the house and I didn't have time to catch up with it. I was trapped called a weakness. She wrapped me all over me. It was a new feeling for me. My legs shook and I wanted to fall to the ground and start crying like never before. My breath stopped in my throat at the thought of her death, where they joined my tears and made a lump there that weighed on me until I started blowing my nose, where instead of a vulture I had tears that they did not want to run out of my eyes. My skin turned white so much that I looked like a corpse.

“I promise you he won't die like this if I'm here, but I have something to tell you.”

When we went outside, she told me something that made me cry for the first time in 16 years. Pea-sized tears streamed down my cheeks. The lump I had in my throat became even more tangled than a ball and increased every second I breathed. This time, however, a sentence put me in such a way that my legs broke and I knelt on the ground in front of the operating room where my chosen one lay.

“I have to tell you that we have to force her to change because the doctor can't tell if the arrow hit an important organ or just hit a part of her abdomen that can be easily sutured and just observed later. But there's a likely chance it hit her outside, as the possibility that if we transform her and her organs and bones, basically her whole body is formed in another position, the arrow will not move, but the organs will, and this could mean that the arrow will be inserted into one of the organs that can lead to ... sudden death. “

“... but how do I know our ...”

“Don't tell me her name ... please.”

“All right, as I know her, she won't leave you so soon. She's our fluffy warrior. She just needs to be belived in. Promise me you'll believe in her.”

There was silence, I didn't even hear the nurses, and I didn't hear the doctor from that hall. But this was the only thing I could promise the lady. I sighed and answered.“ I promise. “

She just smiled at me and immediately started helping me to my feet. When I was standing with my legs shaking and my vision blurred due to the amount of tears that had accumulated in my eyes, I decided to go sit down. And to my surprise, Jack sat there with tears in his eyes. So I sit down next to him.

“ What has happened ? “

He asked me in a shaky voice.

“ You first. “

“Is that so bad?”

He asked me. Did I have an answer for him? Actually, I don't have an answer for myself, so what can I say to my best friend.

“Worse.” That was all I told him. “You?”

“I don't know yet. But I know that if the other wolf hadn't swept away my chosen one, she would have died.”

“The other wolf is my chosen one, well I think she is.”

I said again in a shaky voice. After that, Jack started asking questions that were easier for me to answer as they calmed me down.

Suddenly, however, I only hear my chosen one start whining. I didn't heard anything that made me cry and hurt like this sound made by her wolf.

I put my hands on my face and started crying. From behind the holes between my fingers, I saw Jack trying to calm me down, but I couldn't.

Suddenly I heard a machine showing her heartbeat began to make a steady sound. I knew what that meant. The sound continued for another two minutes. It was the longest two minutes of my life. I heard the nurses cry. I heard the doctor yell and try to revive her. She is my only hope that I got by some miracle to have a chance in 16 years. I don't even know her but it hurts so much.

Suddenly, however, I was torn from crying by Jack, who began to shake me like a corpse.

“Listen to me, you moron! Listen to that sound now! ”

I didn't want to do it. Why should I listen again, just to hear and feel that I am loosing something so precious to me already.

“I'm telling you to listen!”

“But I don't do you understand that!”

“Will you believe in her? “

“ I believe. “

“So listen.”

I began to listen better, and suddenly I heard a steady heartbeat announcing my chosen one's monitor. I started laughing with joy between my cries. Not only did I laugh, the nurses and the doctor inside the hall also laughed.

“You see everything will be fine, and she will be alive.”

Jack started laughing with me, but then he stopped laughing and looked at me with a serious look.

“So tell me what you want to do now?”

What will I do when she wakes up? I don't know the answer to that myself. However, I know I will not lose sight on her.

A / n: So this is the end of the fifth part, I'm glad you waited and see you next time.