Lyra’s POV
I was tired of fighting the feelings so I just let River take as much as he wanted. I deepened my hand in his hair and massaged his scalp earning a groan from him.
River expertly maneuvered me so that I lay on a sofa, and he was above me. I wanted the intimacy, I needed the intimacy. I had not had s*x since Charlie was two. Logan had made sure he made me feel unwanted.
‘Do you really want this Lyra? Are you sure you aren't going to regret this?’ River asked lifting his head from my chest.
‘I don't know what I want, River; please take the decision from my hands and have s*x with me,’ I said pleadingly.
I wasn't sure I wouldn't regret having s*x with River after we were done but every part of my senses needed that satisfaction that came with the fulfillment of being in a m
