The life of being a poor student

By the way, I'm the only monay in our family, I'll just call myself Margareth a grade 12 humss student, I'm 19 years old, I'm a loving and kind girl, but don't abuse it, it's just a joke hahahaha.I have many talent like dancing,singing,drawing and playing organs but most i likely to do are singing and dancing,so I will begin the story of my life. I live in the area of ​​San Rafael Tigaon province of Bicol, we are near the farm, this farm it self (there is more to do) So this is it. We are a happy family living in the farm, my father's job is a farmer from the plantation of rice (fyi don't underestimate my dad's big help of the farmers in our society) My mother is just a house wife. We have ten siblings, four boys and six girls. I am the youngest among our female siblings, but our youngest is actually a boy, grade 11 Abm Student, he is the most spoiled among of us (because they say he's the youngest, hahaha) but he's kind, but he's just a bit rude. My other brothers and sisters have their own families, meaning to say they have children. Among of our siblings, only two of us are studying, out of the many of us only one who already graduate (the other who got married early my parents work hard to gave their needs to school but they stop, they flirt early thats why they not finish their studies joke hahaha) My parents have a favorite child (They don't like me because I was ugly when I was a child) when I started studying elementary school, my grandmother decided that I should live with her so that she would have someone with her (of course, so that she would have someone to order from) So this is when I am still in elementary school and I am an independent person. The feeling that even my allowance I'm struggling, meaning to say I work with grandma, although it's like a working student . Let me introduce you my grandma, she's not actually my biological grandmother, they are the only owners of the land we live on. Meaning to say they are the owners of dad's rice farm, dad is just like a tenant or just dad really they trust their land. Grandpa said that papa is his nephew, but that's what's hard to explain. Since I lived in their house, grandma, that's where my resentment towards my parents started, that's when I felt that they were really has favoritism. so I persue every recognition or quarter I receive a medal and certificate for being the top student (I'm smart, just kidding hahaha). I was a bully in elementary school hahahaha because I'm always the favorite of my teachers, the teacher still knows me I'm always being ordered worse they to xerox their documents or go to the office or principal office.