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My mum is jealous of my beauty.

Growing up, I always knew that my mom was jealous of me. It wasn’t something she ever said outright, but I could sense it in the way she looked at me and the comments she made. As I got older and started to look more like my mom, the jealousy only seemed to intensify. But the one thing that she was most envious of was my appearance.

I had always been told that I was a beautiful girl, and I took pride in my looks. My long, wavy brown hair cascaded down my back and framed my heart-shaped face perfectly. My green eyes sparkled, and my full lips were always adorned with a natural pink gloss. I had inherited my mom’s sharp cheekbones and high forehead, but I seemed to have gotten the best of both my parents’ features. I was tall and lean, with curves in all the right places. I was frequently asked if I was a model, and although I wasn’t, it was a compliment that never got old.

On the other hand, my mom had never been considered conventionally attractive. Growing up, she struggled with her weight and was often the target of cruel taunts from her classmates. As she got older, she lost the weight, but the damage had already been done. She was self-conscious about her body and would often compare herself to other women, including me.

It wasn’t just my physical appearance that my mom envied; it was also my confidence and outgoing personality. I had always been the more extroverted of the two of us, and I had no problem striking up conversations with strangers or being the center of attention. My mom, on the other hand, was more reserved and often felt uncomfortable in social settings. I knew this bothered her, and I tried to include her in my social circle as much as possible, but I could tell she always felt awkward and out of place.

In high school, my mom’s jealousy only seemed to grow as I became more involved in extracurricular activities and started to receive more attention from boys. I was a cheerleader, a member of the school’s drama club, and the captain of the debate team. I also had a solid group of friends, and we were often invited to parties and events. My mom, on the other hand, had a few close friends, but she didn’t have the same social life as I did. She would often make comments about how lucky I was to have so many friends and how she wished she had been more popular in school.

But it was when I started dating my first serious boyfriend that my mom’s envy reached new heights. He was the star quarterback of our school’s football team and one of the most popular guys in school. My mom had always been a bit of a romantic, and I could tell that she had always dreamed of having a successful and handsome man like my boyfriend. She would often make snide remarks about how I should be grateful for the guy I had and how she never dated anyone like him in high school.

But what my mom didn’t realize was that my boyfriend wasn’t just interested in my looks. He loved my personality, my intelligence, and my ambition. He saw the real me, and that was something my mom couldn’t understand. She was so focused on physical appearance, and she couldn’t understand how someone could be attracted to more than just surface-level qualities.

As my relationship with my boyfriend progressed, my mom’s jealousy only grew. She would make passive-aggressive comments about how I was “too good” for him or how I didn’t deserve someone like him. I could tell she was resentful of the love and attention I received from him, and it broke my heart. I wanted my mom to be happy for me, but it seemed like she couldn’t bring herself to do so.

Our relationship became strained, and I often found myself avoiding spending too much time with her. I didn’t want to be the cause of her negative feelings, but I also couldn’t deny my own happiness. I tried to include her in my life as much as possible and reassure her that she was just as important to me, but it seemed like nothing I did could ever make her truly happy.

It wasn’t until I went away to college that things started to change between my mom and me. I had moved across the country to attend a prestigious university, and my mom’s jealousy was no longer at the forefront of our relationship. However, it was replaced with something even worse – constant criticism.

My mom couldn’t stand that I was doing well in school and had a promising future ahead of me. She had never attended college and had always regretted it, so she couldn’t understand how I was able to succeed where she had failed. She would constantly pick apart my choices and belittle my accomplishments, saying that I was wasting my potential or that I was lucky to have been born with my looks.

But despite her constant negativity, I refused to let it bring me down. I was determined to make something of myself, and I didn’t want my mom’s jealousy to hold me back. So, I focused on my studies, joined various clubs and organizations, and made the most of my college experience.

As I got closer to graduating, my mom’s jealousy seemed to dissipate. Maybe it was because I was no longer living at home, or maybe it was because she had finally come to terms with the fact that I was successful and happy. Whatever the reason, I was relieved that our relationship had improved, and I was able to enjoy my remaining time in college without her constant negativity.

But things took a turn for the worse when I announced that I was moving to New York City after graduation. I had secured a job at a prestigious marketing firm, and I was thrilled about the opportunity. My mom, on the other hand, was devastated. She couldn’t understand why I would want to leave everything behind and move to a big city where I knew no one.

She became increasingly bitter, and our conversations were filled with passive-aggressive comments and backhanded compliments. She would say things like, “I guess you’re just too good for your family now” or “I hope you don’t forget about us little people when you’re living in your fancy New York apartment.”

I tried to explain to her that this was an opportunity of a lifetime, and I couldn’t pass it up. But she refused to listen, and I could tell that our relationship was once again strained.

As I settled into my new life in New York, my mom’s jealousy seemed to ease, but it was replaced with a sense of longing. Every time we spoke, she would ask if I was happy and if I missed home. She didn’t say it outright, but I knew she was hoping that I would fail and come back home with my tail between my legs.

But I refused to let her negativity affect me. I was determined to make a life for myself and prove to my mom that I was capable of achieving my dreams. And as I excelled in my career and made new friends, her jealousy turned into admiration.

Slowly but surely, my mom and I were able to mend our relationship and move past her jealousy. She was proud of my accomplishments, and I could tell that she had finally accepted that I was doing well for myself. I was grateful for her support, but a part of me couldn’t help but wonder what our relationship could have been like without her envy.

Looking back, I realize that my mom’s jealousy was a reflection of her own insecurities and regrets. As she watched me succeed and exceed her own expectations, she couldn’t help but feel envious of the life she could have had. And while I wish she could have put her own feelings aside and been happy for me, I understand now that it was a difficult thing for her to do.

Today, my mom and I have a much stronger relationship, and I am grateful for the lessons I have learned from our experience. I know that I am lucky to have been blessed with good looks, but I also understand that true beauty lies within. And as for my mom, I have come to realize that she is the most beautiful woman I know, both inside and out.