Inside of a novel (TAGLISH)

Disclamer: This is a work of fiction, names, character, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to the person, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Please be advised that this story contains, TRIGGER WARNINGS, sensitive content, mature themes, and strong language that are not suitable for very young audience. Read at your own RISK. ~~~ This isn't... my Home. I walked to the bed and lay down. I, Anastasia Elizabeth Anderson, no, Keziah Azalea Gonzales.... "ARG! WHY ME!!?" I scream. "Miss, I've brought you water to wash up!" a female voice shout coming from outside of the door. ....am currently living inside the world of novel. ~~~ It was April 19, 2020. I was wait listed for all the colleges I had applied to. So I was spending my days at the library, waiting for my ticket in. "Hah..." as I lay down my head and stare at my phone, waiting for a text. Looks like the waitlist isn't getting any shorter. I stand up to go outside. "I should get some air." "Keziah, where are you going?" my friend ask. "I'm going out for a break." I need fresh air to relax. Since, I'm nervous because I'm still a waitlisted. I walk and open the door to go outside. City View. The City view is so pretty. I'm now at the rooftop, staring at the gorgeous view. I often go here when I'm not relax. This place is so relaxing. I'm here to relax about the college entrance exam that I take. I studied an extra year for the entrance exams, and still my results were devastating. I don't even know what to think at this point. "What's life anyway...." I whispered. That's when someone started talking to me but I can't remember what the person is saying to me. I've tried to remember our conversation, since it might have had clues about this world inside the novel. But I couldn't even remember the person's face, their voice, or what we had talk about. All I could remember was the mix of curiosity and... apprehension, I had towards the stranger. And that, at the end of it all, the conversation was fun. In the middle of our conversation, phone vibrate. "Oh My Gosh!" my reaction when I read the text. From: St. Lukes College University Congratulations, you have been accepted into St. Lukes College University. Please check..... I'm speechless. I don't know what to. I just shout... "I'M IN!! I GOT I–" Huh? I was really excited but it was only for a moment.... because I felt that someone push me to fall from the building. I was shocked to see the person who pushed me. The person who I was talking to is the person who push me. That person is grinning at me. I just close my eyes. Mom. Brother. I remember their faces, smiling at me. Is this really the end? An I really gonna die? "You will die young." I heard a voice inside my mind. IN THE END, I WAS DESTINED TO DIE YOUNG. But then, I opened my eyes in this world. Why.... am I still alive? ~~~