The Fight For Light

Chapter 19 Touching

(((Warning Explicit Content Warning)))

Persephone's POV

I wake up on my own, just looking around the little bit of room that I can see. My eyes are still adjusting so I blink a couple more times before I try to stretch. But I can't seem to stretch out because of a weight on my torso. I look down to see it's a big muscular arm holding me there. I glance behind me to see that it's Jayce with this whole body wrapped around mine as if we are just rolled up together, cuddling so peacefully. I'm not use to having someone there with me of course, but I have to say, I absolutely love this feeling. I would stay in this comfy bed, in his embrace all day of he would let me.

I can feel his breath tickling the back of my neck and shoulder because that's where his face seems to be laying apparently. I wiggle my body to snuggle in more, as his arms tighten around me pulling me in more. I smile to myself at those natural affections, this is really refreshing, way better than being alone. Having a mate so far, is better than anything that I have ever imagined and I feel like life can only get better from here on out because he makes me feel so strong and invincible.

The more I snuggle my body into his the more I can hear him humming in response. This makes me smile at the effect I have naturally, just by a simple touch. I feel him sniff my hair sending chills down my spine at the simplistic touch.

I wiggle again making him purr that causes me to smile, because this has now turned into a curiously fun game for me, instead of going back to sleep. After only a little bit of slight teasing I can feel something getting harder.

I found out pretty easily what it was before, when I made him some shorts.. So I couldn't be completely distracted by his extension.. I have honestly never even wanted to have any s****l contact at all in a long time, until I met him.. these feelings are strangely invigorating for myself and I just find myself wanting to experience more and more with him.. I mean he is my mate isn't that what we are suppose to do together? Let me know of I'm wrong in this case.. But I have to say none of this feels wrong.. Not one bit.. I have been experiencing a whole list of first experiences for me and I have loved every single one and I think it's because he is here with me.. It wouldn't be the same if it was someone else.

I press my body more into his, causing a big purr to emerge from his chest making me smirk as I hear a husky baritone voice in my ear saying. "You better stop all the sexy wiggling against me before I do something about it."

"Maybe I want you to do something about it." I say to him causing another louder purr to escape his lips. "Well that's something that once you start, it's hard to stop.. So I want to make sure you actually want that before I start, because I don't know if I will be able to control myself enough to stop.. Once I give my wolf the ok to do this, he will take over I guarantee it." He explains as best as he can but.. what he doesn't know is that he will be the only one for me, so I want to start something that we can't stop.

"Well I'm your mate and only yours my Alpha.. There is nothing you can start with me that I would want you to stop." I say in the sexiest tone I could muster up for him, causing a loud purr to emerge as I feel him getting harder from behind me. "You asked for it beautiful." He states playfully as I feel his lips kissing my neck lightly sending chills all over my body. I have never felt anything so tantalizing, besides his electrifying touch, that just knows every spot to touch and how to touch.

His hands caress under the shirt of his that I'm wearing, before gliding across my bare skin as if they know exactly where to go. I press myself further onto him so there is no space between us. His hand drifts from my side, to the front of me just to grip my breast as he continues to kiss my shoulder and neck.

I lightly moan at his touch before quickly turning around in his hold. He is turning me on completely and he knows it, so I think this is our moment.. the time we both get what we want right now with no restraints.

I kiss him so passionately as he matches my passion, pushing himself between my legs, but I don't mind one bit. He turns us so he is hovering over me and still between my legs.. I don't have anything on but this shirt and he can tell that by now. He takes the shirt and ripping it off throwing the peices to the side, showing how much they really don't matter when compared to my body.

He leans down, kissing across my chest as if he has to touch every last inch of my exposed skin and I don't mind one bit. My arms caress over his exposed upper body through every last curve and libe I can see. But he still has his short cuts on.

I watch his hand drift from my upper body to between my legs, pushing his fingers inside of me, causing me to instantly moan out loving his touch. He moves his finger in then out of me rapidly, causing me to moan louder than I ever expected, increasing his pace but only for a moment as he abruptly stops making me crave for so much more. I feel as he slowly pulls his fingers from inside of me.

He sits up on his knees between my legs gripping the waistband of the short cuts before asking. "Are you sure this is what you want as well?" I bite my lip nervously before vigorously nodding my head in response. He pulls down his shortcuts without a moment to lose, stepping out of them before throwing them to the floor, then quickly getting back between my legs. I'm nervous but ready for this. I have of course heard about this but never experienced it for myself and to say I'm scared is a complete understatement. I have had everything but this so I can instantly feel my heart racing at the thought.

He let's out a nervous breath but puts himself at my entrance before leaning down to me. He is face to face with me before he whispers, "This is going to hurt my love, but just give the pain a moment to pass, then it will feel way better ok?" He feels the need to explain this, because he knows exactly what this is for me. I nod at him as he crashes his lips to mine again. I can feel the desperation and hunger to kiss as our lips fight for dominance of this moment.. his tongue is shoved between my lips and into my mouth, showing me something else I haven't expeienced just yet.. causing me to moan as I lightly match his actions with my tongue rubbing against his as well. He keeps kissing me as his hands run across my body more until they grip onto my hips as if they are handles before be quickly pushes himself into me.

I feel the shooting pain hit me hard, running through my body as I gasp in shock, but he continues to kiss my neck and cheek until he whispers into my ear. "You're doing great baby.. just breathe." He instructs as I do what he says taking in a deep breath, feeling the tears brim my eyes, then letting it out as I feel a stray tear leave my eye. He notices this too as he gently kisses the tear away for me.. I take in another deep breath before letting it out, then nodding to him, letting him know I'm fine.

Jayce starts to slowly push in them pull out and repeating this, causing so much pain to run rampant through my body.. Then without indication of when, it turns into so many tantalizing sensations, roaming over every inch of my body, which causes a moan to plunder out of my mouth, there was no stopping it.

He starts to move faster causing more sensations to erupt as my moans get louder the faster he goes, until he is just thrusting inside of me deeper and deeper until I'm screaming out his name.

His deep growls and grunts can be heard matching mine as he continues his movements that we both are loving. That is until I feel a deep feeling, filling me up inside, like boiling water in a pot that's about ready to boil over. What happens when I give into that feeling like I naturally want to do? I'm not sure but a part of me really wants to find out.

There is not much I can do because that feeling is building up and going to explode on it's own inside of me, whether I want it to or not. He grips my tighter in his strong hold just to keep going as I arch my back naturally in pleasure, enjoying these euphoric feelings filling me up inside.. That is until I hit my peak.. the boiling point I should say.. as I feel a sharp pain in my shoulder blade that sends sensations through my veins like a spell that instantly takes over, having effect. My eyes shoot open as the climax hits me, shoving me completely into an ecstacy I have never experienced before, but it is amazing.. something I never want to end. My eyes roll back as I moan out with a shiver accompanied to run through my whole body making me feel better than I ever imagined I could.

I hear him moaning so loud even while being slightly muffled into my shoulder, but still holding onto me tight as we both hit our peaks while he thrusts into me one last time. I see his body erupt in goosebumps as he still grips my hips tight.

He slowly unlatches his canines from me, before licking that amazingly sensitive spot, as we seperate only slightly, just leaving our panting bodies intertwined with each other.. panting for dear life, enjoying this euphoria until the sensations leave us.

We stare over at each other smiling so big because of this big step we took together.. and obviously enjoyed every minute.. This was a huge commitment for us as a couple and I couldn't be happier about us doing this together. I have faced so many enemies in my life, but I can honestly say that was one of the scariest moments of my life that quickly turned into the best.

"Thank you for trusting me enough to take this huge step for us with me." Jayce says to me causing a smile to appear on my face as I smirk and nod my head. This was so much more than I ever thought It would be.. mind blowing.

He stands up heading to the other room that's attached, I don't know what he is doing but it takes him a little bit to do this, before he comes back, taking me into his muscular arms bridal style. We enter the other room to see he has set up a hot bath for me.

"You might be sore later so I just want to help you relax and get cleaned up." He explains to me and I can't help but smile big at that kind and thoughtful gesture. He gently places me into the tub filled with hot water. Once I'm comfortably in, I scoot all the way back and open my legs giving him an open invitation to join me in here. I watch a smirk appear across his handsome features before accepting my silent invitation by stepping in and sitting down in front of me.

I take the rag he has set out and start washing his broad muscular back, since that's right in front of me. I can feel him relaxing more under the hot water and my gentle touch, making this another successful plan to relieve some built up stresses.

I want to pamper him and help him relax as much as I can being with him since that's all he has done for me as well.. as his Luna I not only need to know what the issues are with the pack but I also need to be part of the solutions to make the pack better and I feel like that starts with taking care of my Alpha behind closed doors. Because how he feels will effect everyone else around.

"You're amazing." He states making me smile as I quietly massage his shoulders just letting us sit in this together, relaxing as much as we can at least for the moment.