Emily
Ilang oras akong nanatili doon sa dalampasigan.
Sinamahan ako ni Helen doon, walang imik na hinihimas ang braso at likod ko para patuloy akong aluin. Inalok niya akong kumain at uminom at gumawa pa ng ibang bagay, but I couldn’t stand. I couldn’t do anything besides feeling.
I couldn’t calm my hurting heart. I was on the run for five months, I never had the time to mourn for the their death. I just never had the time to feel things besides fear.
Naging matatakutin ako noon. I was scared because I didn’t know anything. I was scared of the unknown. Of what I was before. I was scared I was the bad guy, kaya ako hinahabol ng mga taong iyon. But I wasn’t. And I had no reason to be scared back then.
Namatay lang sila dahil nadamay sa kasamaan ni Valeria. My fists clenched on the san
