The Darkness within

Amber’s POV Walking down the halls of my new school everything seems fine so far apart from guys staring and girls glaring wishing I could die that instant too bad for them I wish that too ,but i guess our dreams aren’t coming true anytime soon ,you see am immortal ,a vampire ,witch,siren and angel hybrid ,which gives me wired features blue/green eyes ,pale skin, blue/green hair ,lips red like they have been painted by blood and the height of 6.0 inches did not help at all made me intimidating and stand out even more,hated people so me constantly being watched by them made me anxious and nervous which were not good emotions on me. After getting my schedule from the lady at the front desk ,who didn’t even spare me a glance ,I made my ways towards my locker and inserted my number and it instantly opened and shoved in my things then closed it ,suddenly I felt a tap on my ass I turned around there stood your tipical jock probably plays football,the asshat had the nerve to smirk at me. "You look new here I would mind showing you around,nice ass by the way if you"he didn't get to finish that sentence,I already had him pinned on the floor pounding on his face non stop I saw red,my mind was screaming blood more blood.suddenly I was yanked off the jock who looked unconscious looking around the crowd that had gathered around us was looking at me with fear,I really didn't give a s**t .i turned towards the person who pushed me off the dumass ,he looked oldish May be 45 with grayish hair ,I slowly made my way towards him bending reaching his ear I whispered "don't touch me " then turned around the jock who was still unconscious and broke both his wrists. After a while of looking the literature class I finally found it on the fourth floor how big was this school any way ,entering the class all heads turned. Towards me with fear in their eyes ,the silence in there you could a pin drop.i walked to the back of the class and slept till class ended.the rest of the day ended.i was was walking then suddenly bumped into some one looking up I saw a girl who was 5foot 6 I think ,"look here girl this is my school ,I run s**t here so don not cross me "with that she walked away .tired of this school I made my way towards my house probably to sleep .upon reach home I tiredly came out of car and opened the door. It a three story house ,down is my galaxy,second floor is my gym,dance room,music room,studio ,and lastly the third floor has 3bed rooms,huge kitchen,sitting room ,cinema.making my way to my room I quickly changed my clothes into shorts a sports bra and went to sleep. Waking up at one am sharp I went straight to the gym to practice and started punching the bag with my face on it ,I hated my loathed even .while punching I kept on seeing fire a burned down house and ashes of the remains.then voices started shouting at me "stupid cunt ,you should have died with them " another one shouted "murder" "kill your self already" suddenly I started screaming and shouting "I f*****g tried "with a broken voice" I doesn't work " . I broke a mirror and made all pieces fly at me ,cutting me ,infusing with my flesh I looked down blood I all I see not an inch of skin on me .i smiled and waited for piece to come I my body finally gave up and fell down. WaKing up up was definitely a hustle all my bones ached looking around I saw that it was still dark and I was lying on pool of blood . Damn it can’t I just leave this world in peace. Stupid immortality.I got my ass up and went up take a shower to relax my aching muscles. After the shower I put on a pair of sweat pants and a tank top then went to my studio and started painting .i really don’t know what I was doing but I knew when am done it will all come together. When my painting was done I looked at it and saw my self lying on a pool of blood with glasses sticking out on all parts of my body,this always happens when I try to kill myself ,when I wake up I get an urge to paint and end up painting my death. Which was a total failure,it like my own art is taunting me ,hunting me .