Jeff's POV It's so amazing how one's life can take a complete turn in a matter of minutes, hours, or even seconds. The last three years have been not difficult but definitely a new learning curve for me. I never knew I could be so heartbroken and even nurture such pain for long. I love genuinely, and give my all too but I've never been this hung over someone. Belle was the first woman to have such effect on me. I missed her every second of every minute of the last three years. It took a lot of self-restraint not to force my way back into her life but I just had to respect her decision. I know she loves me and was really hurt by my actions but I just had to trust that the love was enough to want me back. Months went back with no news from her and despite thinking I'd healed, I couldn't m

