One plus two!

CHAPTER 3 I forgive you

Steven's Pov:

I'm so nervous in any minute now, Derek is going to be here. I'm feeling like I'm going to puke. My phone vibrated, and I took it from my pocket. I got a message from unknown number.

Unknown:Hey cutie, what's up?;)-Marcus.

I blushed 'cause he called me a cutie.

Me: Hey handsome. Nothing. Just waiting for a Derek he'll be here in any minute now. And I'm not a cutie!

Marcus: Oh, but yes you are! You are so cute that, I could eat you ;). Oh him...what are you going to do?

Me: You perv! Talk, we kind of had fight two months ago, and hadn't spoke to each other since then. So the date is tomorrow, 're u excited? I know I am. :)

Marcus: I am, and you love it! ;) Okay hope you guys can resolve your problems. Hell yeah, can't wait!

Dinngdonng doorbell went off. He is here.

Me: Gotta go he is here. See you tomorrow! ;)

Marcus: Okay, bye sweetie. ;)

I went open the door and there he is. He looks so good. "Hi, can I come in?” He asked. And I blushed when I realized, that I just stand there staring at him.

”H-hi, yes of course” I said and let him in.

Without a word we walked in my room. I sat on my bed and Derek took a place from my chair. He studied me for a while then said. ”I'm so sorry, for what I said. I didn't mean a word of it. Steven please forgive me! I was so stupid at the time, I got so angry because, I thought that you didn't trust me enough to tell me that you are gay.. I was so wrong, please please please forgive me. I can't lose you, I love you.” he had tears in his eyes.

I was so shocked, did he, did he just said that he loves me? ”What.. What you mean you love me?”

”I mean I'm in love with you, had been a very long time, but never got a courage to tell you. And when you confessed your feelings I was so stupid to think that you didn't trust me, when I either never told you that I am gay. I'm so sorry. Can you forgive me?” Derek said.

I was so confused, he really loves me back, but why now just when I found my liking for Marcus too. What a f**k I'm supposed to do now?

”Derek yes I can forgive you, but you need to understand that you hurt me. And that hurt doesn't go away by just a few ” I'm sorry and forgive me” -phrase.”

Derek's eyes lit up and he rushed to say. ”I know that. And will do anything to prove to you that, I really mean it and how much you mean to me!”

”Okay” I said and sigh.

”Does that mean, you will give me a chance? Would you date me?” he asked.

”I don't know Derek. I kind of met someone. I'm so confused right now” ”You.. you met someone, who, when, how?” He asked and I saw panic in his eyes.

”Yesterday, his name is Marcus. He's my parents' friends' son, we had a dinner yesterday. I'm going to date with him tomorrow, at least I was going to go, now I'm just confused.”

”Okay, so. So maybe you can go out with him and then go out with me, and then decide what you wanna do?”

”Yeah, I guess that would work. Maybe. I have to think about this.”

”Of course, I gotta go now, but let me know okay?” ”okay”.

I was left alone, confused. I have to tell Marcus, he has right to know what's going on. I took my phone and sent him a message.

Me: Hi, I need tell you something, can I call?

A second later my phone was ringing. 'Hmm, that was fast.'

”Hello!” I answered it. ”Hi! So what is it?” ”Mnnn, where do I began.”

”Began from the start.”

”O-okay so, two months ago, Derek and I had a fight, when I told him that I was in love with him, and he said some very horrible things to me and I ran away.

And now Derek apologized and told that he said those things to me because he got angry.”

”Angry for what ?” Marcus asked. ”Because he think that I didn't trust him enough to tell him that I'm gay. And now he told me he is gay , and in love with me too. I'm so confused right now.”

”Oh oh, so that means the date is off?” He asked sounding a little pissed off.

”NO! I don't know! I like you Marcus I really do, and I told Derek that I met someone, but I don't know what to do.” I confessed

”But Derek said that, I should go out with you and then with him and then decide what to do. What do you think?” I asked. ”I guess that would work, if that is what you want to do. I gotta go, see you tomorrow!” ”yeah see you tomorrow!” I hang up.