A lot of us were excited about the whole thing . I was just nervous .
I noticed Gomez and Rebecca . One couldn't help but giggle at how miserable he looked . I wasn't miserable at all . Anyone could tell I was a little excited . But that's because James and I are actual friends . I think .
“ Hey ” . James said to me as he tapped my arm .
“ Oh , hi . Are you ready to go ? ”
“ Yeah , I am ” .
“ I feel like this is going to be awkward ” . I blurted out unconsciously .
“ Really ? ” he raised an eyebrow , tilting his head to the side . “ Why ? ”
“ You know why ” I looked at him from under my lashes . Struggling not to make eye contact .
“ You know I wouldn't ... nothing ”
“ Nothing ? ”
“ Yeah nothing . Argh ” He swiped his palm down his face . “ I mean why would you even think
