We spent the rest of the night talking and I felt relaxed. Adams death was still fresh in my mind but the talks reduced the tense environment. Violet was asleep across the room or so I thought. Her body was still but there was small movement from her from time to time. I was awake for a while before I slept off. The next morning, I woke up a bit late. Violet was gone and there was a covered dish at the center of the room. I did not feel like eating so I covered it and went back to where I slept the previous night. I pulled Adams bag to my legs and opened it. There was a large book inside the bag. I pulled it out and flipped through the pages. There were mostly write ups and pictures pinned in the book and some highlighted words circled with a red ink. I looked through the notes tryin

