Finighan was as crowded as last time, not a single table was free. Suzy was waiting for us at the bar, sitting on a barstool, a huge mug of beer in her hand. She waved us forward. I was very surprised that she didn't throw herself on Jacob when she saw him arrive. On the contrary, she just kissed his lips gently. The smile he displayed showed how happy he was to see her. It was stronger than me, I couldn't help but imagine this same scene, but with two different actors: Elgin and me. I shook my head to pull myself together. Ok. Wasn't I going out tonight to distract myself and forget about my pseudo boyfriend for a moment? I even refused to take my cell phone. Otherwise, I would have spent the evening taking it out of my bag, to see if he had tried to reach me. I might as well deal with t

