This past few months has had me saying sorry to Angel more often than not. Irrespective of how she assures me we are fine, I still can't rid of the guilt.
To every unannounced visit from Nora, I apologized
To every headline news that talks about how Nora's prenancy is a silver lining to I and Nora's clouded relationship, I apologised
To every time Angel is forced to go baby shopping with Nora, I apologised.
To the times I had to leave Angel due to an emergency call from Nora about the baby, I apologised
Right now, I am sick of apologising and I'm sure she's sick of it to.
The only words I ever want to say to Angel for the rest of our life is "thank you, and I love you," not sorry. I want my peace of mind and happiness back and not this guilt that's eating me alive.
Today I have an i
