As the spring arrives

It's autumn

Felix's point of view:

Never in the world would I have thought that I would see her again in here. The girl whom I have been longing to see. Now she isn't a girl anymore, she is a woman and I got promoted from being a boy to a man. She became even more beautiful from the last time I have seen her. She still hasn't noticed me yet. If she does, will she recognise me? what if she doesn't, the thought made me very sad. If she does, will she run away again? Even though it hurts me, she shouldn't recognise me. if she does she will be the one to hurt, cause' me being the person who broke her heart. She turned around to see me. the moment she saw me her eyes filled with a glint of water and she froze for a moment and turned her head away. It hurts me so bad that I am the reason for the tears in her eyes. I wanted to give her all my love but what I gave her is just sorrow. If and only if I could turn back these seven years, I would never hurt her. But I know it's impossible. These seven years, there is not a day when I could think of her. I wanted to see her again even if it's for a minute and ask her for her forgiveness. Now I have the second to talk to her but I can't even own my mouth. "Mr Watterson, what's wrong?" someone called me. I didn't realise I was crying until they called me. She turned back to look at me and all I can see now is the hatred she has towards me. "nothing I just got some sand in my eyes", I know my excuse is not believable. But he didn't ask anything else. "Let me introduce you to your colleagues" he stated bringing me back to the office that I just joined. "I am Liam Carson. You can just call me Liam since we both are of the same age" he said with excitement. " Hi, I am Felix Watterson," I said looking at him. "This is our team leader Ms Eleanor Hendrix". He told pointing at her. I extended my hand towards her. "Hello, Mr Watterson nice to meet you. I am looking forward to working with you," she said shaking my hand. "Glad to meet you too Ms Hendrix," I said. "Mr Carson, please show Mr Watterson around the office," she said. I glanced at her for the last time while leaving her cabin. Liam showed me around the office and introduced me to other colleagues. Soon it was lunch break and everyone sat around and asked about my details. I noticed that she didn't come out of her cabin even once. So I asked Liam about it. he said that she prefers to eat after completing her work. After a while, Liam asked about a dinner party and everybody cooed with him, and I eventually agreed to it. I thought this can be a way to talk to her in this way.

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Liam chose the restaurant and everybody started ordering their favourite dishes. I searched for her everywhere and glimpsed her sitting at the other end of the table. Liam and others started drinking and eating. Liam didn't leave me even for a minute. he started talking about everyone. he then started talking about our team leader. " she might look cold but it is only until work. she is a friendly person. until we don't mess anything up in our work. once we do she can be the worst nightmare. so I am notifying you never get on her nerves ever" he whispered. It amused me to hear that she is friendly with these guys during her high school days she was so cold to everyone. Looking at his expression, bet her temper is still the same. after a while, everyone started chatting and I saw her going for the washroom. peeking that Liam is busy chatting with others, I fled towards her way.