Lovers quarrel

What was supposed to last for five minutes, turned into a full blown lovers quarrel I'm lily, and right now, I am going crazy, just because I refused to send Jake, my new "ex boyfriend" , a good morning text, he decided to break up with me, dramatic much... I'm a college dropout and I work three jobs just to pay off loan my dead parents left me. And honestly, it is exhausting! I already have it hard enough, my boyfriend ignoring me was not on my bingo card for this month. It's been five days twenty, five hours and thirty five minutes since I heard from Jake, I know he sees my texts but just chooses to ignore them, yes, I was dramatic and asked for a breakup, but that was because he ignored me first and I wanted his attention, I mean don’t we all do that? Right now I don’t care about anything else, I just need my baby back and I don’t care whatever it takes, I have to have him back. I stared at Jake's chat for what felt like the hundredth time that morning. Of course he was online, my eyes narrowed at the little green dot beside his name like it had personally offended me. "You're actually evil," I screamed. He had been online for hours, and somehow, he couldn't type three simple words. "Good morning, Lily." Was that too much to ask? I opened our chat again. My last message was still sitting there. "Jake, are you really going to ignore me? Is this how you treat someone you said you loved less than a week ago?" Seen. I wanted to throw my phone across the room. I had to choose between saving my relationship and saving face, finally mustered the courage to type "I miss you." Deleted it. Typed again. Can we talk? Deleted. I'm sorry. Deleted that too. Nope. Absolutely not. I wasn't going to beg. I dropped my phone on the bed and crossed my arms. Two seconds later, I picked it back up. Maybe he has replied... He hasn't "Ugh!" I flopped back onto my pillow. This was ridiculous. I had bills to pay, three jobs to juggle, and a student loan hanging over my head like a personal curse, yet here I was, losing my mind over a man who couldn't send a text. Maybe I was the problem, do I push people away and regret it later? Am I doing too much? Jake knew I didn't actually mean it when I asked for the breakup. He knew I only wanted attention. At least, I thought he knew. My phone suddenly vibrated in my hand, my heart jumped, I sat up so quickly I nearly fell off the bed. I opened the notification, it wasn't him, It was my dumb bsf asking if she could borrow my new wedge sandals to her date. "fine, pick up later today at mine" After replying, I threw myself onto the bed again. This day was officially against me, I had exactly thirty minutes before my first shift, and I still hadn't showered. I know how annoying my boss can be, he's quick to minus, in his quirky voice "2% comes off your paycheck" I dragged myself out of bed and headed for the bathroom, thinking maybe work would distract me, maybe by the time I got back Jake would have finally gotten over his stupid little tantrum, and call me to apologise and tell me he missed me too. Yeah.. That was what I thought But boy was I wrong!