Chapter 1 - The girl who carried everyone
The first time I chose someone else's dream over my own, I thought it was love.
The morning air was still cold when Ama stepped outside the small wooden room she shared with her mother. Dawn had barely broken, yet the street was already alive with the sounds of metal pots clanging and traders shouting their first prices of the day.
Ama wrapped her faded scarf tighter around her head and lifted the bucket beside the door.
Another day.
Another fight to keep everything together.
Inside the room, her mother coughed weakly.
“Mama, I’m going to the market,” Ama said softly.
Her mother tried to sit up but failed halfway. “You work too much, my daughter.”
Ama smiled, though her bones felt heavy from exhaustion.
“If I stop, who will carry us?”
Her mother watched her with sad eyes.
“You carry too much already.”
Ama didn’t answer.
Because deep down she knew the truth.
She carried her family.
She carried their hunger.
And she carried the future of the man she loved.
On the small table beside the bed lay a photograph.
Ama picked it up before leaving.
Daniel’s smile looked back at her.
Confident.
Hopeful.
The kind of smile that made you believe tomorrow would be better than today.
She traced the edge of the picture with her finger.
“Just a little longer,” she whispered.
Everything she was doing—every long shift, every coin saved, every meal skipped—was building the life they had promised each other.
One day Daniel would succeed.
And when he did …
Their suffering would finally end.
Ama stepped outside and closed the door quietly behind her.
She didn’t know yet that the dream she was building …
was one she would never live inside.