Will I win this game?

i am in bed again,it's like 18:00 again and I am on my bed,my sister next to me laying on her side of the bed,the bed isn't so big,but it's ok for two sisters,but we could do more better. I had my headphones one,her too,like always,I was listening to music,sad-life music. And I just think how I lost Amit,how I can't stop thinking about Kenno,and how I don't know what to do with Maxim. A tear come down my cheek,then some more. I put the cover to my neck,so my sister won't see me crying,she won't understand,I am only 11 years old,but I feel like I know too much,and my sis Mirela,is 13. We don't really are too close but not too apart too.Actually,it was good that she had her headphones on,so she didn't hear me. I slowly bring my hand to my cheek and wipe my tear away,trying to think of something happy,rare moments are,but I enjoy them,or I was. I just keep chatting with Ai,and then sign,looking around the room,I get up and go to the bathroom,the kitchen was with the lights off,but I wasn't feared. Before I exit the bathroom I looked in the mirror,and just exit and close teh door,it was Thursday So tomorrow was school,i smile and think to myself "I am so happy,tomorrow at school i finally get to see kenno" with that though i turn off my phone and put it under my pillow,and start drafting asleep. Next morning when I woke up by the alarm from 06:00 I get up and turn it off from my phone,and then lay on the bed again,my school is starting at 07:45 anyway,and I exit at 07:20,if my sis ain't late,ofc. I wake up at the next alarm,at 06:20,this time I get up and start preparing for school. when I reached to the school,with my sis,we get right to our friends;Rehani,Silvanah and Daria. Silvanah,my bsf,as always came and hug me,but Rehani was not my best friend really,more to Mirela,and Daria too,but they always enjoy talking with me. I look at silvanah and hug her back,a quick one and then pull back,one of my hand on my edge of my backpack I said "so,how is going?did you see Maxim?" silvanah looked at me and said "no,I didn't see him,he should come to school,he texted me yesterday" I said teasing her,rolling my eyes "he said that the past 3 days,but he still didn't come,are you and him alright?" she just smiled playfully and said "he will come,don'tworry" i laugh and said "oh please,me?worrying about him?never. He likes you,and you like him,but you guys are still not a thing,girl" (I wrote just that little coz idk if you guys like it,if I get 15 likes and views,then I will continue the story,thank you)