The Magnets of Universe

It was a sunny afternoon in North Carolina. I was lying on my bed doing nothing but to stare at my white and pink ceiling. I almost run out of ideas to have fun and make the most out of my summer. The school semester will start again real soon. I get off my bed frustrated and mad because i don't know what to do to have fun. I checked my phone. *ting* oh, my friend Josh messaged me. For sure, he will just tell me about what happened between Mavy and him. Urgh! I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone. I ignored it. *ting* *ting* another message from Josh popped up. I turned off my cellphone. Go to my bathroom and stay on my bath tub for a while. Nothing's more better than this.. Sometimes i need a little break tho. Maybe i should stop thinking and just meditate for this day. :)) * F L A S H B A C K * "Hey, come on! She's just a friend.." Jay explained. But I refused to believe. Who is f*****g dumb guy who will chat other girls being sweet and hearts without something, right?? I am not gonna tolerate this s**t. Jay is loving and caring. And because of him being too sweet he became sweet to other girls too. I don't think it is normal! We are in a relationship for f**k's sake! He is taken. He should know his limits and commitment. Ugh! "Leave me alone, Jay. You don't even think about my feelings when you're doing that." I said to his face not even blinking. But i know to myself I am close to crying. I'm not gonna lie though. I admit it really hurts to be neglected. Like it seems that your feelings are not valid enough to change his ways. * END OF FLASHBACK * I opened my eyes. Oh, there's a tear but nevermind. I should focus on good things to have fun and enjoy my last few days of summer vacation. I won't waste my time being sad on that stupid jerk. I continued my bath. And while I am dressing up, I'm still think what should I do. Maybe I should go shopping instead. *Cellphone rings* *Josh is calling* I frowned and wonder why he's still calling so i answered it immediately. "Hey..?" "Hey, G. Why aren't you answering my calls??" "Uhm, i'm sorry i'm just busy-" "Nawp, you're not busy for this, Gi." I frowned again and wonder what was he talking about. I sit on my bedside while wiping my wet hair. "What are you talking about, Josh?" I hope it's not about his lovelife. I'm tired of hearing cringy stuff his been doing for the girl he's courting, Mavi. I rolled my eyes just by the thought of it. "I don't know you are good at singing!" "Hey, just straight to the point!" I shouted impatiently. Yeah, i admit i know how to sing and confident that I have good voice. Pfft. Self-proclaimed, B. That's just how I am. Come on, no one's gonna be your big fan, but only you to yourself. Why not!? "W-whoa! Calm down right there, G! What's yo problem??" Ugh! This guy can't understand simple things. I just told him to f*****g straight up to his point and here he is. I took deep breathe and close my eyes. I should focus on good things, B. Don't ruin your Monday. " Go on. Just tell what you want, Josh. You're wasting my time right here." I said it calmly. "Told you, it's not a waste of tim-" " JUST f*****g TOLD ME, JOSH! WHAT THE FUC-?" He even have the audacity to laugh. Oh my God! "Okay okay fine! Calm the f**k down, Gi!" He said while still laughing. I just waited for what he is about to say. "Soo, our band is looking for a sub vocalist. And you will be our vocalist for tomorrows rehearsal." What? "Na-a-ahh. You can't refused me. Deal!? Okay deal!" He added. "Hey, Mavi's better in singing than me. I don't even know how to perform in a band, Josh! Stop foolong around, Haha!" I said. "Nooope, i know it's what you wanted. Maybe it's a good start right? Plus, it is just a rehearsal so no pressure. We'll just jam and enjoy, Woo-hooo!" He said happily. Yeah, he's right I can't refuse him. Maybe he's annoying but he is a good friend of mine. Buuuut what happened to my confidence!? Yea it is also true that I want to be a vocalist of a band. But never in my entire life that I expect to make this come true. Oh, Gigi! Don't overreact. You're just a sub vocalist and will not perform on-stage. Relax, Big Head! I laughed at the thought of it. Yearight! It's just a jamming. Not a concert or what. But whatever, it makes me excited though! But for today, Imma go shopping. I am gonna buy for tommorrow's ootd ? Here I come!