Blue
I am so nervous I could throw up!
I’m meeting my mother as my mother for the first time today. I’ve changed my clothes a dozen times already. I only stopped changing when Brayden ordered me to wear the blue summer dress. He said I looked beautiful but needed to stop faffing about and pick something.
Brayden kissed me softly and told me everything would be okay. I have nothing to worry about because it doesn’t matter who my parents are; it’s clear they love me. That made me smile. I so want to be loved by them.
Xavier and Brayden held me close and told me how much they loved me. They can’t wait to be fathers to the baby I’m carrying. Brayden and Xavier said they don’t care who the biological father is, but I think I want to know. It’s not essential, but it’s already niggling at me
