I need my mom with my dad not you

s a little girl Michelle follow Tanya everywhere she went Tanya was her big sister but Michelle looked up to her like she was her mother trying to fed her slept with her she did everything with Michelle. now Tanya is 18 in is pregnant with her own child she is no longer living in the same city as Michelle Michelle's life is so lost not having Tanya around anymore but life continue to go on now Xena is now turning 15 and is living a hard life I guess it's the strange world for her not having a good upbringing most of the girls have that goes to her school she has it very rough started selling drugs in the streets stopped going to school but it was fine for her all the other man wanted her and the lady that birth her seems to didn't mind Michelle's behavior she seems to be just cheering it on now one day the dentist happiness just appeared she sees the one she calls mom coming down the street she is Tanya I miss you your back don't ever leave me again she said I want babe I won't never leave you this is your nephew his name is Adrian he became my baby he was the cutest little boy ever I loved him so much the more drugs I sold the more money I had to spend on him I did everything to him but except put his life in harm while I was out there selling drugs on the block at night I will stay the night at Tanya's in the lady that gave birth to me did not seem to mind anything I did at all she didn't have a care in the world for the things I've done the things I do or whatever who that was fine knowing that time it was back.So a few Summers went by Michelle was always with these two boys named Tyrone and Jack Tanya seem to always be looking at check he was some scumbag that had many many women around town and a little short friend that that Michelle was real close with him Tonya always started in Michelle who's your friend Michelle was shocked that Tanya was even asking so the next day arrived Michelle was out on the block selling drugs with all the street dogs being fast she was only a teenager so China comes out there to the block where Michelle is at States can you help me pay my rent I told her what type of question is that I can give you something to make your money so you can pay it but I'm not going to make it for you you got to do it all for yourself and I gave her a bag of drugs to sell to make her own she was scared but it was just simple drop it let it go take the money she got the hang of it real quick thought she was doing some things that she know all about the game but there was a whole lot she didn't know to it but since she was my oldest sister something like my mom couldn't tell her nothing she knew everything so then out of the blue here comes Jack talking to Tanya I guess he got a eye for it now she's out there on the block selling drugs he put her as one of them other females that he was messing with on the block he didn't want one if they wasn't doing something illegal I'm just guessing cuz he didn't have no eye for it then so they soon hooked up as he was with many others still never claimed to actually be hers but in her head he was all hers and she was going to fight to keep him but he always let her know I'm not yours and will never be I wonder how that got to feel on somebody I was still young I wasn't ready for no relationship but I still was always with Tyrone and everyone in neighborhood they didn't like that I was young and kicking it with the ballers in the hood they was always trying to dump salt on my game but I always had it good cuz I never had to lie to no one about my age or anything I was doing seems like didn't nobody really care about what I did since I was a child so that's what I did I sold drugs and lived a hard life out there on the block till one day everyone caught cases and decided to lay low and leave the block alone for a while we didn't want to wind up in the penitentiary so I went to a mellow area where there was no drugs being sold Tanya followed of course now it seems like I'm the big sister and she's the little sister seems like I'm teaching her a whole lot cuz I picked up on a whole lot of times she left me for them Summers I didn't learn the whole lot but I know when it was time to get out the game so right before my 18th birthday I found out I was pregnant everything was so everything was okay I got my own apartment me and my baby daddy was so happy he was about to get married his mom and dad we were all so great just one big happy family and then my little girl after his mother she was the prettiest little girl in everybody loved her and all of a sudden I got pregnant with my second child it was a boy I loved him too but that's when the tables turned. I'm getting so tired of the father of my baby hasn't been coming over that's so strange but who cares he wasn't any help to me or the baby so weeks went by in I find out that Tanya moved up the street from me I guess nobody was ever going to let me know I guessing she was upset she couldn't stay with me but who cares rite aww