The familiar scenery of his room greeted me. Stellan's room. The desk still held books but they were in a neat pile and had obviously been tidied since my first visit. How different it felt being here this time, good different. I stretched out, feeling the soft sheets beneath me. Lying next to me on his back with his arm behind his head was a very naked Stellan. And boy, waking up to him like that had my insides doing back flips. Last night he made me forget the world around us, took his time with me, made me feel safe, wanted. Looking at his perfect sleeping face when I woke up was the probably the best sight in the world. I slid over the sheet and wrapped my arm around his chest. I wished I didn't have to leave, but it still wasn't safe. I didn't want to put him or Jodie in dan

