CHOOSE TO BE YOURS

ELLIE'S POV " I can't say my life is the best ever lived neither can I say it's the worse. I just want to believe there is more to the pain and frustration I feel right now" The tears that left my eyes, wetting my chicks and blurring my sight is a constant reminder that I wasn't dead yet, not like I wouldn't like to experience the sweet solace of death and the relief of being away from the troubles of this world but it doesn't guarantee my freedom and peace of mind. The day had only started and I had already been visited with the prophesies of doom playing out in my life. loosing my job from last night's argument with the pervert called my boss to a quit notice from the owner of the small apartment I live in. Truly, can this day get any worse, well yes and I have intentions of giving up just yet not minding all that has been said to me by the people around me and the supposed family members I have. The thought of starting afresh and the is scary and tormenting but I have no choice but to do it or die.