Poem of Mine

Days filled with sorrows Tears as your breakfast Breaking down on simple things Lashing out, and wanting the world to end. That's the life that no one sees, everyone thinks that I'm happy and contented to everything that i have. But that's far from the truth, I'm just barely getting by. Slowly fading, while the world moves fast. That's my life... Saying yes has become a habit, and breathing become a task. Not everyone shows their life to the world, they say life doesn't always consist of happiness and that's true. The world wouldn't function without the balance it needed, just like yin and yang, there are happiness and sadness in this world. Pressure coming from your parents, your teachers, peers, and other people. Growing up no one told me that my feelings are valid and relevant, they would just say “Stop crying, you're too loud” or “That's your fault" not once they ask how i feel and what happened. Growing up i was scared what the future might hold for me, would it be pretty like my dreams, or would be gray like those 80's television before. Until now i still don't know, I'm still in the middle of my journey. And this is the start of me, finding my purpose, this is MJ officially signing in.