I'sland On You

I want to be a family woman .... LOREN'S POV thoughts of becoming Mrs. Abaroa was all in my mind. i will cook Charles food, give him hugs whenever he needed, sleep every night right next to him, eat with him... do what married couples do... " how's the wedding preparations coming loren?" Selina asked " it's still early to tell.. we just managed to tell both families about the wedding.. but basic preparations like booking the date and place is still in progress" I replied " that's great.. if there's any help you'd need I'd be fine to ask me so feel free to tell me, alright ?" my Co worker selina offered. "sure !that's so nice of you ! " " anyway did the new product arrived? I'd like to proceed with the product shoot next month so it won't get hectic " .. yes ! I'm a creative director in a company.. I can proudly say at the age of 30 that i've been a successful creative director for 5 years. Polishing soft skills that enables to inspire creativity and work well with different personality types — all while juggling various projects.. same as my status in career, I'd rather say that I do pretty well in my relationship... well that's what I thought phone ringing .... " yes love ? are you on your way to pick me up??" "yes love.. I almost there. meet me in the lobby" he replied " Selina, I'll be out now.. see you on Monday.. kindly send me the drafts okay,? " "yup, I'll head out too after sending it to your email.. goodbye" "bye ill check my emails later" and waived .. " loren! let's go?" Charles walking towards me looking like there's something wrong "okay" I replied ... " is something wrong?" but instead of answering my question he asked " where would you like to have dinner? " I'd want to eat Korean food .... I'd like some noodles" "okay " he replied coldly ( inside the restaurant) he ordered food while I was busy scrolling photos of wedding gowns... "love . do you think this design suits me?" while showing him my phone screen .. " actually there is something I'd like to tell you" I know there's something going on and I can tell "here's your order !" the waiter without knowing interrupted our conversation.. "thank you" I told the waiter "what were you saying ? " I adamantly asked Charles and replied "let's eat first" It bothers me that while eating I kept showing him wedding ideas but he keeps cutting it.. that I asked him "what's our problem?" "the truth is.. I want to break our engagement " "what?? why??!" " let's break up" it broke me.. hearing those words... " i love you ... but I can't keep up with your plans.. " my tears started to fall " my plans?? plans with you!? " " the truth is.. I'm not yet ready for marriage.. but if u could wait for another 3 years then I would ..Maybe .. be ready .." I'm speechless "nonsense.. will u stop? how can I wait for another 3 years? I'd be too old to have children by then.. " I added... was 7 years not enough ? "we've been together for 7 years? I kept waiting for this?? I thought my dreams are finally coming true.. what now?? " "I'm sorry but I want to end this. I can't sacrifice my career and dreams too for this marriage.. " he replied... he left me .. like what the heck ??