I stared down the balcony as my heart ached. "Whoa..." I gasped, holding my chest as I looked away. "I wish I could tell someone..." I mumbled as I went into the room and sat on the chair. "You can talk to me," the book spirit said as he floated to the chair opposite me, crossing his spirit legs as he probed his head towards me. "Alright, umm... I remember, years ago that my closest friend, Rachel, she is supposed to be Jax's mate..." I said, my heart aching as I stared at the spirit. He nodded slowly with a hum. "So, she knew Jax was going to be with you?" he asked. "I-I think so..." I said, feeling unsure. "I have a question though. Does that mean she knows about Jax mindtrapping you?" my body went still as my heart tightened. "Could she really know?" I asked quietly as I looked u

