Ella

It was Monday when I first saw him. I've got his résumé on my hand. I was going to have a conversation with him as I was about to interview him for a job post. His eyes were what caught my attention right away. I feel like I'm drowning when I look into his eyes, even though there's nothing particularly exceptional about it. Furthermore, my heartbeat quickens. I am unable to fully gaze upon him. It's as like I've lost all mental clarity and I am at a loss for words. “Get a hold on yourself, Ella.” I told myself silently. Keep your cool. I spoke with him only briefly. asked him about his personal details and past work experiences. Then, I was certain that I would accept him. There is no way I wouldn't consider this person. Even though I have little confidence in his abilities, I immediately adore him. I think he'll gonna do just fine. I'm not sure if my emotions at the time simply made my judgment be clouded. There was a strong sense of fascination. I haven't experienced it with the opposite s*x in years. I couldn't fathom this strong emotion that emerges. He drew me to him like a magnet, so to speak. Thrillingly frightful. I don't know what's going to happen, but all I know is at that moment I don't want it to be our last encounter. Inside my head, I am aiming to have a close relationship with this individual and to have him part of my life. Omg! What was I thinking. I have a boyfriend for pete's sake. We've been together for seven years. I love my boyfriend. But why am I feeling this? Why does this person make me uneasy? I didn't do anything else and it seem like I had returned the resume to HR department with it marked as 'hired'. I already know this will be disastrous.