Chapter 1
Charlotte
I looked at the food I had cooked and gazed back at the display clock hanging on the wall. It was almost midnight, and our anniversary day was over. I sighed, then stopped myself from crying again and again.
It's our fifth anniversary, but Daniel didn't show up again. I bit my lips when I started sobbing for the heartache I had always felt.
I took the utensils, then started eating the food I had prepared for our anniversary. I know that Daniel knows that I will prepare food for us, but he intends not to show up.
I stopped when I didn't have an appetite to continue what I was eating. Anger entered my body; then, I shoved all the food on the table. My breath became unstable, since I was heartbroken and furious at the same time.
Daniel, how dare you do this to me? I have been your wife for almost five years, but you didn't even try to get to know me.
I took the wine glass and drank all of the wine in that freaking bottle. I took another bottle of wine and drank it again and again. I was so mad at myself; I sacrificed everything for Daniel, but he treated me like garbage!
I didn't know how many wine bottles I had boozed, but I heard the door open, and I saw Daniel looking at me. His face reddened, and his eyes were bloodshot.
“Oh, my wife, you're still awake.” Daniel almost fell to the floor, but I watched him for what he was doing.
“Daniel, did I do something wrong with you to keep treating me like this?” I can't stop myself from yelling out to him. I was so in love with Daniel, but I didn't know why he couldn't love me back.
“You are asking me what you did to me? Charlotte, let me remind you that you forced me to marry you! I don't love you, but you push yourself to me.”
My tears formed in my eyes after I heard what he said. I bit my lips again and tried to glare at him. I exhaled to calm myself, to prevent myself from crying loudly in front of him again.
“Ivy just left you when you both tried to elope. Why are you blaming me that she left you? Why do you keep blaming me for the actions that I'd never done?”
“Because it's your fault that she left me. It's your fault; it's your family's fault! You used your power to make her leave me.”
I can't believe he accused my family of doing something we never did. Did he love Ivy so much that he was pointing his finger at me for blaming me?
“Daniel, what do I need to do to make you fall in love with me? Please, love me.” I didn't stop my tears from falling on my cheeks. Daniel stared at me blankly, and he avoided his eyes when he saw me sobbing in front of him.
I slowly walked near to him and then touched his face. I knew that he was drunk, but I didn't know what I should do to make him fall for me. I loved him so much that it hurts whenever I think that Ivy still holds his heart.
“Stop doing this, Charlotte. You know I love someone, and that wasn't you!”
“Daniel, it's impossible that you didn't learn to love me. We're five years married, and I did everything to be the right woman for you!”
“It's possible! I don't want you from the very start, but you keep doing this!”
Another tear fell out in my eyes when I saw Daniel's sad face. I learned that maybe I was too selfish to have him, and he wasn't happy with me. I wish I could be his first love; I hope I could be her.
“Daniel, I wanted to negotiate with you. Starting today, let's act like we're happy with each other. After ninety days, if you still haven't learned how to love me, I will divorce you even though I know it hurts me.”
Daniel was shocked after hearing what I said. I know I was too desperate to get him, to make him fall in love with me.
“Charlotte, how should I trust you if you haven't earned my trust? You did everything to deceive me.”
“Then, let's ask for your lawyer's help if you want it. I promised that I would divorce you after ninety days.”
“No! I know your plans! We will act like a happy couple and then have s*x with each other; once I get you pregnant, that's your way to cage me more in your hands.”
“Daniel, I know I am too desperate to have you, but this will be the last. After ninety days, I will do everything to avoid you; I will do anything to forget my love for you! Do you want me to kneel tonight?”
“You don't even need to do that. All you need to do is to set me free. Stop your obsession with me; it's too disgusting.”
I was thankful I drank; I didn't even feel pain from his hurtful words. I am used to his treatment of me. I think that this will be my last card to make him fall for me.
Daniel stared at me, and I was startled when he caressed my face with gentleness. I closed my eyes when I felt I was going to cry again. I know he will accept my offer since he was too eager to divorce me. And that makes me hurt secretly.
I hope that I didn't see Daniel at the party hall at our company celebration. I wish I had stopped myself from falling for him even though all he did was push me away.
“Don't make this regret, Charlotte. Cause I know that I won't fall for someone like you.” His words made my heart clench; it felt like a thousand needles stabbed my heart. I faked my laugh to hide that I was hurting again.
“Then, don't fall for me, Daniel. I will be the happiest woman after ninety days.” I tiptoed to kiss him. This is one of my dreams, to kiss Daniel and make love to him.
If in ninety days, he won't fall for me, at least I did everything to experience how it feels treasured by him.
Daniel didn't react, but after a few minutes, he started answering my kiss. I groaned when he lifted me without breaking our aggressive kisses. I entered my tongue in his mouth, and Daniel sucked it, making me moan. I winced when I felt that he bit my lips, and I tasted the blood.
Daniel was furious, then attacked my lips again. Daniel started walking while carrying me. He put me on the sofa and put his weight on me. He spread my legs, and I felt his stiff c**k even though he still wore his jeans.
“Ahh! Daniel!” He sucked my neck and licked it; my body trembled in excitement. Daniel touched my core, and I was ashamed when he was surprised that I was so dumped in my heart.
“s**t! Charlotte, you're such a horny woman. I was more curious how many men f****d you.” Without gentleness, he ripped my luxury panty and inserted his finger inside my hole. I stopped myself from wincing in pain when I felt a little sting
Daniel claimed my lips again while he was fingering my core. I spread my leg wider to give him full access to take me. This is what I want, but I am nervous.
“Ohh! f**k, Daniel!” I shouted like a crazy woman when Daniel inserted another finger and then started stroking me at a fast pace. I saw his head going to my core; then I gasped when he started licking me. I hold his head to push him more into my hole. He licked my c******s, and I felt a thousand of the electricity voltage coming to my body.
“Ahh! Daniel, what is happening?” My body trembled, and I felt like I had an explosion. Daniel stopped and then took out his two fingers; I saw his finger coated with a bit of sticky liquid.
He pointed his two fingers at my lips, and I didn't know what I would do.
“Suck it.” He ordered, and I slowly opened my mouth and sucked his two fingers. It's a little bit salty.
“That's your juice.” I sucked his finger without avoiding my eyes on him. I heard him utter profanities, then took his finger inside my mouth.
“You know how to seduce a man, Charlotte. Since we had an agreement, I will f**k you tonight.” Daniel started to take off his clothes, and I was shocked when I saw his lengthy c**k.
He held my waist, and I knew that I was painting heavily. Daniel inserted his c**k with ruthlessness. I screamed in pain, making him pause from taking me. He thought that I wasn't a virgin because I knew I had a bad reputation when it came to men. That's why he inserted his entire c**k without even thinking.
“f**k! Why didn't you tell me that you're a virgin?
“Because I know you won't f**k me if you find out.” Daniel glared at me, he was going to take off his c**k, but I locked my legs so he would fail.
“Damn it!” Daniel started pounding me deeper. He lost his control f*****g me like a slut. I felt his p***s going inside and out in my core. So I even adjusted my waist to meet Daniel's every thrust. My eyes began to water, so I quickly shut my eyes to stop myself from crying.
I know that I lost this time again. Daniel won't ever learn how to love me even though I will give my body to him. I failed again and again.
“Ohh! Charlotte, your hole is too hot!” Daniel screamed, and with one deep thrust, I felt his semen inside my v****a.
“I will f**k you again.”