Starting over with the bad boy

Chapter three the reunion

Jon's point a view

When I was on my home from being with my girl friend I notice a car parked out in front of the Fox's house and then realize who it was but at the same time I didn't think it was her thought for a moment my mind was going crazy with the thought of me missing her. 

well when I got out of my car I walked over to it then that's when I realize it was really her like I know her car she got and speaking of that I wish she had still kept the one I had gotten her I mean it's the same car but now it's red but I don't care about that just glad to see she's back here, I notice her parents are not home yet and wonder what she is up to so I went into my house up to my room and I did text her. 

after the conversation we had I just couldn't  get any sleep like if she wasn't here I could but now she is and it's making it hard for me to sleep I really do miss her so bad, I wish she didn't choose Edward. any ways he did take her from me.

 I  couldn't wait for the next day to come I would make sure to be around her as much as I can rather I have a girl friend or not Carolyn will always be my angel no one else will,the girl I am with I don't even call her angel she is nothing like Carolyn she's opposite from her......... I don't know how much time she will be here but I am going to make every second count as much as I can with her.

Carolyn's point a view

It's the next day and I woke up to the smell of coffee and food I got up went down to the kitchen and that's when I saw my parents.

the Fox's: hey there's our girl we thought that was your car.

Carolyn: hi Mom hi Dad ya I came yesterday and no one was here.

the Fox's: why didn't you call us.

Carolyn: cause then it wouldn't have been a surprise and I wanted to surprise you guys

the fox's: so where's Edward is he sleeping still?

Carolyn: no I mean yes he is but he's not here he stayed behind cause of work.

the Fox's:okay well since your here that means we can do a special reunion dinner. dose any one else know your here?

Carolyn: well ya Jon he text me last night but he didn't know I was here till he got home I'm guessing.

the Fox's: okay well may be you should go see him you know that boy dose miss you.

Carolyn: how would you know?

Miss. Fox: cause dear I always see him looking up to where your bed room is.

Carolyn: mom that don't mean any thing.

Miss.Fox: if you say so honey.

Carolyn: mom it's not going to happen I am married to Edward and besides Jon did what he did and if he hadn't I might of still been with him still.

Miss.Fox: honey I never said to take him back just was saying that he misses you you know he really isn't happy with that girl he's with when ever you where around he was always happy but I see he's not and bet when he saw your car he was very happy to know that your here you should go talk to him.

Carolyn: okay Mom I will go and see and talk with him.

Miss.Fox: okay so what time did you end up arriving at?

Carolyn: around one I left after eight in the morning.

Miss.Fox: alright.

Carolyn: well I am gonna go get dress and then go see Jon and talk with him then after gonna head to Ace's,Mia and Austin's place.

the Fox's: okay honey and hun?

Carolyn: yes.

the Fox's: it's good to see you home.

Carolyn: it's good to see you guys too.

after having the morning chit chat with my parent's I went up to my room and changed then did my hair and make up be for heading to see Jon I didn't want to but then I remembered that I told him that him and I could talk some time today when he text me late at night.

 so after doing what I did to get ready I head out of my parent's house and walked over to Jon's don't know if he's awake or still sleeping but I am not going to wait for him I do have other's to surprise. with that I knocked on his door waiting to see if he was going to answer or not just as I turned around that's when I herd his voice.

Jon: hey good morning angel ( in a sleepy voice )

Carolyn: good morning Jon.

Jon: come on in.

Carolyn: okay but I can't stay for long I have to see my brother,Mia and Austin they don't know I am here yet.

Jon: okay. so how have you been?

Carolyn: I've been good.

Jon: ya?

Carolyn: yep.

Jon: how is Edward and married life treating you?

Carolyn: Edward is doing good as well and marriage is awesome.

Jon: really?

Carolyn: ya. why ?

Jon: oh nothing just was seeing if it really is good.

Carolyn: Jon?

Jon: what?

Carolyn: please don't.

Jon: don't what?

Carolyn: I know you I know how you get.

Jon: angel I would never do that to well okay may be but ya have to know I do miss you and I still care about you I even l.

I stop him be for he could even say it.

Carolyn: Jon please don't I can't okay you hurt me so deeply I wish I hadn't known what ya did I wish Edward didn't show up at my house and bring me to that place that you where at but he did all I wanted was you to tell me the truth on every thing and not keep it from me like I know how you still feel about me I see it in your face every time but I just can't.

Jon: answer me this. do you love him?

Carolyn: you have no right to ask me that and I won't answer it.

Jon: you can either tell me truthfully or I can take it as a no that you don't.

Carolyn: take it how you want I am not telling you if I do or not.

Jon: angel I know you  and if your with Edward only cause you feel unloved then it's not right it's not right that your with him all cause of me like I am with some one else cause I can't be near or with you any more.

Carolyn: but look here we are Jon. so if that's the case then why am I here talking to you?

Jon: may be it's cause you still feel the way you do for me but only you can figure that out for your self I'm not going to do that for you angel I love you I really do and if you can't see that then I don't know what to say you and Edward don't belong.

Carolyn: how dear you say that to me.

Jon: Carolyn tell me really tell me.do you or do you not love Edward are you even really happy with him or is this just some lie that your doing to make every one think that you are happy when your really not?

I sat there not even saying a word I know he wants that answer from me but how could he even ask that he had no right's I got up and went to the door then I told him that it was a mistake coming back here that I should have just stayed away when I went to the door that's when I felt his hand grab my wrist and pulled me to him then the unbelievable thing had happened he turned around and kiss me on the lips I pushed him off me and I ran out of his house and got into my car and I drove fast as I could.

 I could not believe he had done that to me when he knows I am married to Edward but I know he don't care after all he's still that bad boy that dose what he want's when ever he wants to whom he wants I drove so fast to where I end up coming to Ace's house but I didn't see his car so I turned to head to Mia's house to go see her and she was home I also saw that Austin was there, so I ended up pulling my self together be for going up to her door cause I didn't want them to see the state I'm in all due to Jon so after that I went to her door and knock on it then I see the door open.

Carolyn: surprise!!!

Mia: Carolyn: of my God your here I missed you so much ( as she gave a big hug ) I didn't think I would see you.

Carolyn: well here I am I took time off school and work.

Mia: well come in hey Austin look who's here.

Austin: well hey if it isn't the lovely Carolyn her self. how you've been?

Carolyn: hey Austin I been doing good.

Mia: and Edward how is he I see he is not with you. every thing okay?

Carolyn: ya every thing is fine he is doing good he is at home cause of work.

Austin: oh okay so how long are you staying here to visit?

Carolyn: for like a week then I have to go back.

Mia: okay. have you seen Ace yet?

Carolyn: no I haven't I mean I went to his place be for coming here but he isn't home.

Mia: I think I know where he's at.

Carolyn: you do?

Austin: ya you see after you and Edward moved Ace had bought the house he did it for you he is turning into a summer home for you guys so when your here you can have your space and be for you say something no his parents don't know a thing about it he dealt with them after what they did to you both.

Carolyn: okay so why is he there now?

Mia:he's trying to make it better for you two if you want you can go see him.

Carolyn: okay and oh there's going to be a big dinner due to me being here.

Mia: okay we will be there!

Carolyn:okay well I will see you later.

Mia and Austin: okay! and Carolyn?

Carolyn: ya.

Mia and Austin: we are so glad and happy that your here.

Carolyn: thanks.

after seeing my friends I left and drove off to where they said Ace would be like he didn't have to do that for us........... I wanted to tell them what happen between Jon and I be for showing up to see them but I just couldn't cause I still can not believe what he did to me. before I knew it I end up at my and Edward's old place and there he was like they said he would be I parked my car and got out and went right up to him.

Carolyn: hey big brother!

Ace: Carolyn wow what are doing here?

Carolyn: hello to you too I am here visiting.

Ace: when did you arrive?

Carolyn: yesterday.

Ace: why didn't you call and let me know? I would of been there at mom and Dad's for you.

Carolyn: cause I wanted to surprise you all.

Ace: oh okay.

Carolyn: so I herd what your doing with this place.

Ace: who told you that?

Carolyn: Mia and Austin.

Ace: oh I see.

Carolyn: ya.

Ace: so how long are you here for?

Carolyn: for about a week then I have to head back.

Ace: is Edward here?

Carolyn: no he's back at home he has work he wasn't able to take time off to be here with me.

Ace: so I take it he's doing well then?

Carolyn: ya he's doing good.

Ace: so dose Jon know your here?

Carolyn: oh ya he knows he text me last night and I went to see him be for seeing you,Mia and Austin.

Ace: really how did that go? I herd he's been missing you I did tell him to leave you alone but you know him he still has a thing for you.

Carolyn: it went how I could expect it he was asking me questions that I just couldn't  answer I don't know what to do.

Ace: what was he asking you?

Carolyn: if I'm happy and love Edward.

Ace: oh I see ya sis you don't have to tell him. but are you really happy and love him? I mean you where rushed into it.

Carolyn: I know that but we had no choice.

then Ace stops me before I say any thing else.

Ace: sis you had a choice you didn't have to do that so fast may be you should tell Jon he's not going to stop you have to really put you foot down with him or he will just keep doing what he dose and we all know how he can be.

Carolyn: ya I know and I had been I don't know what else to do and I shouldn't have to tell him.

Ace: sis I think you still feel the way you use to when you where with him.

Carolyn: no I don't.

Ace: you sure? I mean I am not on his side but come on sis I know you just as much as he dose your one to never give up.

Carolyn: Ace please not you to.

Ace: I'm just saying you know he will not stop and I can see this week that your here is only going to get worse from the things that he will do he is the bad boy after all.

Carolyn:yes Ace I know, ya don't have to tell me any ways I have to get going oh and Mom want's to do a dinner since I am here Mia and Austin will be there as well.

Ace: okay is Jon going to be there?

Carolyn: nope I didn't tell him.

Ace: why not?

Carolyn; cause this is for friends and family and he is none of those to me.

Ace: well alright then.

Carolyn: well I'll see you back at the house.

with that I left Ace to get back to what he was doing before I had shown up to surprise him of my existence so I walked to my car and got in and drove off, all I could think is how he could say that like I am not gonna do that there is no way I feel the way I do for Jon I am happy with Edward I love him there just is no way I am gonna tell Jon any thing.

 he can try and do what ever he wants I will just ignore him while I am here, with all of what I was thinking on the way back to my parents house I end up showing back and there he was with his girl friend staring at me with a smirk on his face like how could he even you know what never mind I just won't even like I will pretend he is not here.

 as I walked to the door that's when I herd him I didn't bother to turn around I kept on walking besides his girl friend is right there with him so that just gives me another reason to just keep walking and  not pay attention to him cause I know that's what he wants from me and he's not getting it.

I end up going in side up to my room as my parents said something don't know what it was due to the thoughts going on my mind and I knew I had to call Edward I haven't herd from him since last night be for I went to sleep so I shut my door and called him to talk to him only thing is I didn't talk to him about Jon and what Ace had said only thing I told him was I saw every one and that they where happy to see me and that they also asked about him that was pretty much it. and I also told him about the dinner my parent's want to do for me after we talked I hung up the phone then I herd a knock on my bed room door sure enough it was Jon when I said come in and boy I wish I hadn't if I knew it was him, I had no clue why he was here I thought he was with his girl friend so that's when I asked him.

Carolyn: where's your girl friend? I thought you where spending time with her.

Jon: she had to get going and wow surprise you notice that she was there with me I guess you are concern for me.

Carolyn: hell no just not hard to miss when you get out of your car and see something that is right in your sight. like how do you expect something like that to not be notice?

Jon: I think some one is jealous.

Carolyn: I am not jealous of you two after all I am married and happy.

Jon: some how I find that hard to believe like it's okay if your jealous and you rather want to be back with me all cause your unhappy.

Carolyn: ha you wish I am happy and no I don't want to be back with you.

Jon: would you like to test that out? cause you know I would be up for that.

Carolyn: it's not gonna happen bad boy so you can just for get it and walk away out of my room back to your house.

Jon: I don't think so angel you see your mom ask if I would like to have dinner with all of you and I said I would love to.

Carolyn: when did she ask you that?

Jon: when you weren't here.

Carolyn: well your not allowed to it's friends and family only she obviously don't understand that.

Jon: well according to her she thinks I am still just that even though I broke your heart.

Carolyn: well we will see about that now. won't we?

Jon: I don't get you angel why you fighting to push me away? you know you want me around you.

Carolyn: you have it wrong I don't want you around.

Jon: may be part of you don't but I know the other part dose ( with a smirk on his face as he winks )

Carolyn: you have it all wrong none of me wants you around so you can wipe that smirk off your face and leave now.

Jon: well angel I will see you later then.

Carolyn: no you wont .

Jon: well see about that.

Carolyn: yes we will now good buy bad boy ( with a smirk on my face )

after he walked out of my room and out the front door I went up to my parents and told them that I do not want Jon here not after what he has done to me that's when they said I should just let it be in the past cause that's all it is. like how could they say that I thought they cared about what I went through any ways they said that he will be here and that's final.

 I said fine then I don't want the dinner and that I will just head back home to my husband and I will not be back around I won't even talk to them and let them know how things are going I will block them from my life. like just once I would love to feel respected and get what I want I couldn't get that before and I want it now they thought I was just over reacting but I wasn't it's the truth I never got what I wanted and now I want that they said no, I said okay well I won't be having the dinner instead of going up to my room I stormed out of my parent's house to Jon's and told him how it is.

Jon: hey angel missed me already I see.

Carolyn: just stop, cause of you I am leaving I can't stand it you have no idea what your doing to me you where supposed to stay away and here you are trying to get you way back in my life stop making moves I don't want you don't you understand that I been here. what a day? and your making things go south already I can't take it with you. like what do you really want from me? can't you see you had already took my heart and broke it ?there is no I'm way going back to fix it but I guess that don't matter and all cause of you I am leaving to go back home to my husband you and every one will never see me and get to know what's going on in my life and you may think I am not happy. and so what if I'm not? it don't concern you at all you need to understand that he makes me happy he has not once lied and kept things from he's been doing what I asked him not do any more. why do you think he has not been on your jobs any more?

Jon: angel I am sorry.

Carolyn: no your not cause if you where you wouldn't do what you do to me and make me feel what I feel towards you.

Jon: how do you feel towards me?

Carolyn: you should know.

Jon: yes I do but I need to hear it from you.

that's when I said it and I shouldn't have it was so wrong it slipped out and I wish it hadn't. 

Carolyn: I still love you okay I miss you ya have no clue what you did you hurt me and end up with some one else.

Jon: are you saying your really not happy with Edward?

Carolyn: I don't know how I feel any more your both  confusing me I can't be near you cause of how you are the longer I am away from you every thing is fine and now I am here with you it's like things are not you just have no idea what your doing to me I can't stand this pain your causing me I shouldn't have came back and the reason I did is cause I thought every thing would be fine but clearly it's just not so this is it Jon I am saying good buy to you you will no longer see me any more. 

just be for I went towards the door he grab and pulled me to him by the wrist and kissed me like there was no tomorrow he then stopped then look at me and that's when I did it I kissed him back we end up getting heated where he had his hands all over me and with mine all over him, I knew it was so wrong to do and that's cause of me being married to Edward.

 I wish it wasn't like that I knew how it feels to be hurt and yet I am hurting Edward and he don't even know it me a married women cheating on him just wasn't right I really did miss Jon so much yes he hurt me but I still love him very much if I could go back in time to fix it I would.

but I know I can't what's done is done, I wanted this feeling to stop but at the time I couldn't a part of me just wanted to keep going so bad we ended up going none stop all the way to his bed room, soon are cloths where all over the floor that's when we end up on his bed  making out and f*****g oh how I missed his touch and I know he missed mind mine.

 he soon whispered in my ear and begged me not to leave he wanted me to stay and not go back to Edward with the feel of his breath it was so difficult to even say any thing to him, I let him f**k me real good till there was nothing left all this heat between us had gotten so carried away I moaned so loud for him and he loved every bit of it, I told him don't stop, he wanted to here me say I want him over and over witch I did. this feeling was making me even more crazy then I was and he was doing it all he was just making it so herd for me to even resit him he will always be the bad boy who gets his way and who he wants.

 and the thing is it's been me all along he didn't even want to be with that girl like my mother said he always looked happy when he saw me but when I hadn't been around he didn't look it and now with this he was more then just the happy bad boy, with us being on top of each other and getting all sweaty we had to stop but when he pulled a way for a minute he just end up back on me it's like he didn't get enough of me so we kept on going that's in till his phone went off and saw it was his girl friend witch made me say oh shift cause not only am I hurting Edward Jon is hurting her to.

 I had to tell him that this has to stop it never happened we will just go on like every thing is just fine he told me that I can pretend all I want but he will never he will always cherish this moment we had together, I didn't want any one to know and I know he didn't either so we kept this to our self's no one even knew what him I had done. with that we put are clothes back on and then he asked me.

Jon: are you really gonna go back?

Carolyn: no I will stay.

Jon: good cause I really do miss you.

Carolyn: oh I know I could tell from what just happened.

Jon: ya and you can't deny that either I know you miss me and want me. so what are you going to do?

Carolyn: I don't know. what are you going to do? I mean your her boy friend now. so what are you going to do?

Jon: I don't even care or love her it's you it's always been you so it won't be hard for me to brake up with her.

I stood there not saying word cause I didn't know what to say but him leaving this girl cause of me just wasn't right but it's his choice, as for me I just don't know what do then my thought gets interrupted.

Jon: hey listen if you don't want me at the dinner I won't go I'll just tell your mom that I am not feeling to good all a sudden.

that's when I told him he could come he asked if I was sure I said ya but I told him on one condition he has to behave him self can't do any thing they will know and I don't want them to that's when he said something.

Jon: well look who's the bad one now my angel.

Carolyn: no I will always be good.

Jon: I don't know what we did was pretty bad ( as he winked at me )

Carolyn: ugh don't remind me.

Jon: well you should get going I don't want any one to wonder what's going on between us ( as he winks at me ) 

with that I told him I will see him at the dinner and that's when I went back to my parent's house.

Jon's point a view

I don't mean to have her feel the way she dose but I still love her and when she got all made at me the way she did it turned me on even more, also glad she finally admitted to how she felt witch I knew but she needed to figure it out for her self  witch she had now the thing is. dose she truly want me back and not want to be with Edward? like I know there married  but there is always a way to get out of that.............. I loved every bit of that heated moment I didn't want it to stop but when my phone went off it liked forced us to stop doing what we did  I know it was wrong due to us being in a relationship well it's more worse for Carolyn but still it was wrong I saw who it was I didn't answer, thought to my self that I will call her back after Carolyn leaves wasn't going to be rude I mean we had s*x and I do love and care for her more then any one else, so I will put my focus on my angel. 

any ways I called my so called girl friend back she wanted to know why I didn't answer so I made up a lie to her cause she don't need to know what my angel and I where doing it's none of her business so I just told her I was sleeping and she bought it.

 she said she wanted to come see me to night, I told her that she won't be able to and she wanted to know why so told her I had a thing to do and that she can't come around................ hours went by and it was that time for  me to get ready to see my angel again, now I know I have to behave witch I will but after who knows any ways I got ready and then head out to go across the street.

Carolyn's point a view

It's that time to have the dinner and every one will be here soon witch means I have to hurry my self up and get ready be for they show so I end up taking a shower especially after what Jon and I had done after my shower I got ready.............. after getting my self ready I went outta of my room and went down stairs that's when I herd a knock on the door and it was Jon I didn't think he would be the first one to show but he was so I told him to come in then I shut the door he asked if there was any help that was needed but I told him every thing is all set........... 

just then there was another knock on the door so I went to go see who it was and it was Mia and Austin so far Ace hadn't shown but that is okay cause I know he would be here.............. just then my brother shows up and every one was all set to eat the food that my parents made, yes I said parents see my dad has been starting to learn so that way my mom don't have to do every thing witch I don't know why my dad didn't learn be for.

 but any ways we all sat and eat the food that was made and it all came out good we where talking about a lot of stuff that has happened since Edward and I been gone.................................... dinner went great we all had a good time talking and laughing  as soon as it was getting late every one end up saying there good buys and good night's.......................... with the long day I had I was so ready to go up to my room and call it a night I was getting really tired and sleepy so that's when I diced to go up to get sleep just be for I was about to go to bed I got a text it was from Jon.

Jon: I had a really good time before and during dinner can't wait to do it again my angel and by the way you looked and smelled so good earlier to night at dinner I could barely try to keep my hands off you. so what are you doing now? I wanna see you.

Carolyn: I am going to bed Jon I am very tired from the long day I had.

Jon: you mean your tired from the long heated moment we had be for dinner?

Carolyn: like I said I am tired from the long day I had so if your wondering about that to then yes.

Jon: okay my angel well you get your beauty sleep and I will see you tomorrow ;)

Carolyn: good night bad boy.

Jon: good night angel.

after the text with Jon I end up falling straight to sleep as I thought about what him and I had done be fore the dinner we had with every one.