ETHAN POV
A DAY EARLIER
I was done with the day's work and decided to head home. I haven't been myself ever since the doctor's result about my ability to have a child.
The realization makes my heart ache whenever I think of it. The fact that I maltreated and blamed Monica for our inability to have a child for years makes me want to creep into a hole and hide there forever.
Every memory of my harsh words and cold behavior feels like a knife twisting in my gut. I was so desperate for a child that I was blinded to see the pain, emotional hurt, and suffering I was inflicting on her.
I can't even stand erect and stare at her eyes. She was always supportive and would always smile at me but I always have her cold shoulders. She didn't get pregnant because I wasn't capable of getting her p
