Dirty Secrets

Gwen is a shy,thirty something year old vegetarian who loves an adventure. She keeps to herself and does not like big crowds. But that is hard when she gets attention from thirsty men. They can’t seem to get enough of her model like features and long, red curly hair . She tries so hard to not pay any attention but secretly deep down she loves it. Gwen has just moved from a quiet village to London city , as she needed to make some changes in her life. She has found an apartment close to the river thames. She is ready for the next chapter after cutting ties with toxic people. “Hello. Can I help you? ,“ a voice from behind the counter asks in a rude manner. Gwen realises she has been daydreaming and is up next in the queue. “ Oh, yes. So sorry. Can I get a latte to take away please?” The older grey haired lady nods and proceeds to make her coffee. Standing in the queue of what seems like a hundred people, Gwen pulls her phone out from her trench coat pocket. No messages. She locks her phone and pops it back into her pocket. “ That will be £3.50 please”, the lady behind the counter says. Gwen is still not paying any attention. “£3.50!!”, the lady slams her cup of coffee onto the counter making Gwen jump. “ Sorry, sorry! “ Gwen takes out her bank card to pay. She can feel the people behind her are getting impatient. She apologies one last time and heads out of the door and onto the busy streets of London. As she steps outside, a bike zooms past her, nearly causing her to drop her coffee. “ Oi!! Excuse me, watch where you are going will ya!” She shouts at the bike rider who ignores her. She tells herself to stay calm. She takes a sip of her hot, frothy latte and heads do not realise that people are dodging her left , right and centre. She is not looking at where she is walking. She finally finds her umbrella and hits the button to open it before it rains. However, as she does this, a man walking by has shouted out in pain. “Ouchhh! “ the man shouts , whilst holding his left eye. He looks at Gwen. Gwen looks back at him to see what his problem is. She then realises she must have caught him with her umbrella. “ OMG!. I am so terribly sorry. Did I hit you in the face?” She asks the stranger , walking toward him in a hurry. The man , who is still holding his eye, gave a nervous laugh. “ Yes, but honestly it is ok. It’s only an accident”, he answers, finally being able to see properly. He looks up at Gwen and realises just how beautiful she is. He gulps. “ Well, sorry again. I hope you are ok?” Gwen asks , whilst trying to fix her now broken umbrella. Gwen can feel him staring at her. She looks up and makes eye contact. His eyes are an emerald, sparkly green and he seems so lost in her eyes. She has to ask him again if he is ok. He clears his throat and Gwen notices he is no longer making eye contact but is gazing at her top. She follows the direction he is looking and gasps. She notices that it is now drizzling with rain and she forgot to zip her coat up. The rain has soaked her white top and she didn’t put on a bra this morning. It is so cold that her n*****s are visible through her drenched top. They are so pointy they might as well poke his other eye out. Gwen blushes. She can feel herself go bright red with embarrassment. The handsome stranger finally stops looking at her n*****s. They make eye contact again, this time it is slightly awkward. The man can see he made her uncomfortable. "Err, yes , sorry I am ok. No damage has been done", the man answers her finally. Gwen quickly zips up her coat before he can take another peek at her chest. She nods her head and turns to walk away. She does not say bye as she can feel everyone in the street watching her. She can feel an anxiety attack coming. As if this day can't get any worse, as she turns to walk away , the man calls her back. He is holding a piece of wet paper . Gwen reaches into her coat pocket and realises it is her receipt to take some new boots back . She hurries over to him to retrieve it but the wind blows it out of his hand. It lands on the ground in front of the stranger. Gwen luckily manages to stop it with her size six boots. She stamps on it and bends down to pick it up. As she does this, a huge gust of wind charges straight through them, causing Gwen's long, wet , red hair to blow all over the place and falls over her face. She can't see now. She does not realise how close she is to the man who is still watching her. As she stands up, her hair is caught on something. It prevents her from standing up straight. "Ow!!", Gwen calls out in pain, as she tries to find the end of her hair. Gwen gazes up as the man now has his hands on her head. "Excuse me! What do you think you are doing?" Gwen exclaims. The man is trying to untangle her hair from something. He gives a nervous laugh. "I am sorry, but your hair is all tangled up in my belt", the man answers, still trying to break Gwen's hair free. Gwen notices her face is inches away from this guy's crotch. She notices that he has a bulge in his trousers. Once she is finally free and able to stand back up, the man apologises. “Not sure what happened there, haha, very sorry about that!”. Gwen gives him a half smile. She can’t believe what has just happened. She looks back down toward his bulge and wonder’s if he does have a semi. The guy shifts and looks uneasy. He clears this throat. They can both feel tension between each other, s****l tension. He reaches his hand out to Gwen to shake and introduces himself. “Erm, Hi, I am Elijah. Nice to meet you”. They shake hands for what seems like forever. Gwen can feel herself blush again. Her palm starts to become sweaty. She releases her hand away. “Hello, I am Gwen , it’s nice to meet you too”. They both exchange a smile and the awkwardness has come back again. Gwen has realised that after she was attacked by the wind, she dropped her coffee all over the floor into a puddle. The puddle has now turned a murky brown colour. Elijah notices she looks annoyed. “I am sorry you dropped your coffee, that was my fault”, he says in an empathetic and soft voice. He pulls his sleeve back to look at his watch. Gwen replies ,“No ,don’t be silly, it is my fault. I was the one who dropped it.” She can feel a flutter of butterflies forming in her stomach. She can’t help but notice how dreamy looking this guy is. He is tall, dark and handsome with a stubbled beard. He has a chiseled jawline and his cologne smells amazing. He looks back at her , “Would you let me take you for a coffee to apologise? Oh, and for breaking your umbrella with my eye?”, he asks, his green eyes piercing into Gwen’s soul. Gwen chuckles. She was not expecting him to ask her that after what happened. Somehow the awkwardness has simply vanished again and the s****l tension arises once more. She can feel a spark between them , an instant pull but she hesitates. Before she can even respond he tells her to just say yes. “Ok, yes. I would like to go for a coffee with you” Gwen answers as she pulls her bag up onto her shoulder. Elijah smiles a cheeky grin. They both start to walk toward the nearest coffee shop they can spot. As they step inside, Elijah pulls out a chair for her. “ Why thank you very much,” Gwen smiles. Elijah goes up to order their drinks. Gwen can feel her phone vibrate in her pocket. She checks to see who it is . It is a text from her best friend from back home, Sam. Sam is her gay best friend. He has bleach blonde hair, tattoos and loves to party. He is loud, funny and creative. Gwen unlocks her phone to read his message. “Hi hunny, give me a call please.” Gwen types back to him, “Hey! I will do later, just grabbing a coffee with a guy I just met!" “Whaaaattt. OMG! Spill the tea right now!” Sam instantly replies back with excitement. Gwen giggles to her self and responds with, “I will tell you all about it later.” She looks up and can see Elijah is heading back to the table. She puts her phone away as does not want to seem rude. He takes a seat opposite her. Gwen thanks him for the coffee. “Thank you. I will try not to spill this one“, she laughs , taking a sip. They both laugh. Gwen loves his smile. “No worries at all. So, tell me more about yourself?” Elijah asks her, whilst not taking his eyes off her. Gwen briefly tells him about herself. She learns from him that he has lived in London all of his life, he has an older brother called Ryan. He is a lawyer , loves football and drives a Porsche. The pair start to chat away getting to know one another. They don’t realise how long they were talking for . It is only until Gwen notices the coffee shop became emptier. The sun starts to set over London and the street lights are slowly starting to come on , one by one. “Oh gosh. I need to head home now. I didn’t realise what the time is!”, Gwen pushes her chair back and starts to get her coat on. Elijah stands up and also puts his coat on. “It has been a pleasure Gwen. I enjoyed talking to you and would love to do it again if you like?”, Elijah asks. Gwen is now outside, she turns around to answer him as he steps outside to join her. “I would very much like that”, She replies smiling. They exchange numbers and Elijah steps toward Gwen. Gwen’s heart starts to race. “ What is he doing!?”, Gwen thinks to herself. She can now smell him even more. He lifts his hand to carefully move a strand of her hair away from her face and over her ear. He leans in and gently kisses her on the cheek. His lips are so soft and warm. The butterflies in Gwen’s stomach return. She is frozen on the spot. She is speechless. She wants more. She wants to feel his warm lips on her lips. She wants to kiss him back. She lifts her head up to look at him. Their eyes locking once more. She can feel his warm breathe on her face. Elijah slowly traces his hand through her hair and then suddenly pulls her head toward his. Their lips finally make contact. As they kiss, they both feel sparks fly all around them. It feels as if the whole world has stopped and it is just the two of them. She can feel the wetness from his tongue as he slowly caresses her tongue with his. Gwen feels all warm and fuzzy . Her knickers becoming more wet . She is getting more aroused as he grabs her behind and pulls her closer. He is a good kisser . Things start to heat up when Gwen can feel him against her. She slowly rubs herself up against his manhood. She can feel it growing bigger and bigger. Elijah pulls away from the kiss and starts to kiss her neck. Gwen’s heart is racing . She wants him inside of her but she realises they are stood outside the coffee shop, surrounded by people who are now staring at them. She is overcome with shame and embarrassment. Elijah is still kissing and gently nibbling her neck. She politely tells him to stop as they are being watched. “Let them watch. I don’t care” he whispers in her ear. Gwen steps away from him and snaps back to reality. She wipes her mouth with her sleeve. She clears her throat and tells him she needs to go home now. “Can I walk you home?” He offers. “That is very sweet of you but I will be ok, thank you” “ No worries. I had a great time this afternoon”, he grins at her, “text me later?” “ Me too and I will do” , Gwen replies, whilst still trying to catch her breathe. They part ways and Gwen heads home. She can’t stop thinking about that passionate kiss and his soft lips. She has never kissed a stranger on the same day she has met them. She at least waits until after the second date. When she finally arrives home, she texts Elijah to let her know she is home. He replies instantly saying he can’t stop thinking about her and her sexy lips. Gwen is not sure if that is too much or not as she is still very much wet down there. She replies back saying she can’t stop thinking about it either and is jumping in the shower. Again, he replies back instantly. “I wish I was joining you in the shower”, he answers. Gwen does not reply. She needs to shower and get ready to make dinner as she is starving. Her phone pings again, she thinks it is Sam. When she checks it, it is Elijah again. “Hey, sorry to message again but I can’t get you out off my head. You are an amazing kisser by the way.“ Gwen doesn’t want to leave him on read , so she replies back to his text message. “Aww thanks, so are you, best kiss I have ever had too be honest”. She heads to the shower and takes off her clothes. Again, her phone pings and it is Elijah. This time he has sent her a photo. She clicks on the photo to reveal he has sent her a dirty nude photo of his junk, fully erect. Gwen is not sure what to reply back with. She does like this guy but is not sure what his intentions are. “f**k it!”, she thinks to herself, “a little fun never hurt no one!”. She hits the camera button and takes a photo of her breasts and hits send. She waits anxiously. Nothing. She wonder’s why he is now taking ages to respond back. “f**k him then”, she thought. How rude to send a photo of himself and to stop replying. She turns the shower on and steps in. She is still a little turned on from earlier. She reaches a hand in between her legs and rubs herself down there. She lifts a leg onto the shower door handle and inserts a few fingers. She slowly moves them in and out of herself, gradually getting faster , thinking about Elijah and the kiss. She wishes it was his fingers inside her . She makes herself moan until she finishes. It has been awhile since she has pleasured herself. Who needs a man she thought. Once she is showered and dried, she heads toward the kitchen to see what she can make for dinner. She looks in every cupboard but there is nothing that takes her fancy. She decides to order a Thai takeaway. Whilst she waits for her food , she sticks an episode of the Big Bang Theory on . She texts Sam back to say she had a good time with Elijah and that they kissed. Well, they did a little more than kiss but he did not need to know that. Sam texts her back asking for all the juicy details. What was he like? Did he feel like he had a big p***s? Will they bang? Gwen’s responses were vague as she is annoyed at Elijah for not replying back to her. But again, Sam didn’t need to know that. Her food finally arrives. She sits back on her beige sofa whilst shoving her mouth with greasy noodles and chilli tofu. All the lights are off in her apartment. The only light source is the tv and a few candles scattered around the room. When she finishes her last mouthful, she let’s out an almighty burp. She slurps down some of her diet coke and then heads to the kitchen to wash her plate up. She is interrupted by her phone ringing. She dries her hands and runs over to her phone which is wedged between the sofa. “Hello?”, she answers. She turns the tv down. “Yes, hello this is Domino’s ,can I take your order please?”, responds the most gay sounding man she has ever heard. She instantly knew who it was. Her friend sam. She laughs. “You i***t! I know it’s you Sam and plus you call Dominos, they don’t call you”, Gwen chuckles. She takes a seat on her sofa . Sam can’t contain his laughter and breaks character. “Guilty”, he laughs with a snort. “So babes, how are you doing? Time to spill the tea with this mystery man”. She pauses before replying. She was excited to tell Sam all about it but now she is annoyed with Elijah for what he did. Gwen sighs. “Ohhh what’s up Gwen? Why the sigh?” Sam questions her , this time in a serious voice. There is s silence between them. All sam can hear is Gwen’s breathing. “Helloooo. Earth to Gwen!” Gwen realises that she has been daydreaming and zoned out. “ Sorry Sam, I’d rather not speak about it if that’s ok?”,Gwen sits up, “I thought he was actually a nice guy until…”, Gwen continues. “Ah never mind”. Sam can sense her energy has shifted , something is up. “Until what, Gwen? Tell me. You know you can tell me anything, right?.” Sam reassures her. Gwen stands up and starts to pace her front room. She hesitates before finally answering . “Thanks Sam. But he is history now. He has really pissed me off and I don’t ever want to see him again!”. Sam digs further for more answers which only leaves him with more questions. At this point , Sam is ready to give up. But Gwen bursts into tears. “Tell me RIGHT now!’ Sam demands. Gwen begins to explain what happened between her and Elijah , including all the saucy bits with Sam gasping every few seconds. Once Gwen finishes her story, there is a long pause before they speak. "Wow!" Sam says still in shock at what happened. "Gwen, what is his last name and what does he look like?"Gwen hesitates before responding. She thought why does that matter? She describes what he looks like. Sam interrupts her, "Does he have a tattoo on his hand of a rose , is a lawyer and also has an older brother called Ryan?" Gwen answers yes. How did sam know all of that? As she only told him how they met and the kiss they shared etc. Again, there was silence between them. Gwen found this very odd. "Is everything ok Sam? How do you know all that about him". Gwen questions him whilst she takes a seat back on the sofa.She can't help but notice that sam's energy has changed and he has become hostile. Sam finally answers her, "I... I need to go now Gwen. I have stuff to do , speak tomorrow or something" She is shocked at his response. Why is he being off with her all of a sudden? "No, Sam, tell me what's up?, Gwen tries to contain her frustration toward him. "You can't ask me to tell you everything and then just suddenly be all weird with me. That's not fair!", she exclaims with annoyance in her voice. Sam now becomes agitated and does not like her tone of voice. "Leave it alone will ya Gwen. You just need to learn when to stop. I am done with this conversation now, bubbye!" Before she can even open her mouth to reply, Sam hangs up on her. "WHAT THE f**k!??" Gwen shouts, launching her phone across the sofa. How dare he speak to her like that and hang up! Gwen is beyond fuming now. She can feel her blood pressure rising. All she asked was how he knew all those things about Elijah. A part of her wants to text Elijah to find out but a bigger part wants to block him and forget he exists. In fact, she wants to block the both of them. Bloody men! She is done with the lot of them. They always think they can do what they like , when they like without thinking of anyone else. She notices it is getting late so decides to head up to bed , after all she has a long day at work tomorrow. Gwen's sleep is interrupted by her alarm. It's morning again. Her anger toward sam has slightly lifted but she is still annoyed at him. He is in the dog house.