All that you deserve

Katlyn Prologue  I never really understood how alone I was until I met James, I never believe that I wasn’t cherished until he noticed me. I thought I was happy and those around me loved and appreciated me, but the moment James came into my life all my beliefs were quickly dissolved and everything that I held dear to me I had to release it. Because of him I had to start over, I had to find myself and learn how to live with her. I hate and love him for showing me the toxicness that surrounds my life. I didn’t want to believe that all that I thought was mine, all that I cherished, all that I believed was happiness wasn’t. James showed me happiness, he showed me love, he showed me Me. With him  I am complete not because I am with him, but because he is with me: in every decision, every heart break, every failure, every success, every dream, every tear, every laughter, every fight, every sadness he is with me. And I try everyday to be with him in his journey.Because since the day he walked into my life I found me.  James Prologue   I never understood true love, true determination, true sacrifice until I met Katlyn. I thought my life was fulfilled and that  I have  accomplished it all. That I was on top of the world- untouchable. I was in all rights successful, nothing else mattered but my wants and needs . I never knew I had an ounce of kindness in me, that I could love so much it hurt. That I could be so determined for another person to succeed, to be happy, to be appreciated. Until I met her, I never wanted someone to spend the rest of my life with; never wanted the happy ever after. She is my weakness and my strength and I hate and love her at the same time because she makes me feel human. Katlyn simply made me feel. I pray to the heavens that with each breath I prove to her how much she means to me. With her I am complete not because I am with her but because she is with me. In every downfall, victory,sadness, joy, pain,disappointment she was with me. And I will try every day to be with her, to help her overcome her fear and to conquer all her doubts. Because since the day she came into my life I understood me.