A car honks behind and I notice the lights have turned green. I quickly step on the accelerator and start driving. I shake my head and try to focus on the driving. I can feel the stress radiate of off me. I’m thankful Matthew has stopped driving me last week, or else he would’ve caught the distress in a second.
My heart seems to restless as I drive back to the house. The conversation I had with Conan is playing in my mind like a broken record. I am not able to stop those words from repeating. The truth repeating.
I did not even wait for Kai in my last class. I just couldn’t see him after what was in my mind. I need time to think, if I see him my judgement would get clouded by the need I have for him. I want to think over this rationally, whatever may the outcome be.
I park on my spot an
