I smile at my colleagues as I pass them in the hallway. I reach the cafeteria and go over to take my lunch. I sit myself on our table and greet everyone with a smile. Anna glances at the doors and questions. “Why isn’t Kai here yet?” I bite my lip and don’t meet their eyes. “He is probably late.” Brian states. I take small bites of my sandwich, feeling horrible. I know where he is. He is on the terrace, waiting for me. He texted telling me to meet him upstairs in the lunch time. I didn’t go. I couldn’t go. I have made my decision and I have to stand by it. I want to talk to him but I am not able to get myself ready for the conversation. However, I will talk this time. I’m not leaving him hanging with no clarity. I pick my phone and open Kai’s contact. I had read the text in my notific

