Tears stream down my face I hold the pregnancy test in my shaking hands. I fall down against the sink cabinets and start sobbing. I look at my hands and stare at the positive signs, waiting for it to be somehow disappear.
It gets hard for me to breath all of a sudden and I get up quickly to keep the sticks on the sink. I go out to my room and to my balcony. I look at the city lights and continue crying.
This can’t be happening. I can’t have a child. I can’t raise a child. How am I going to take care of a baby when I am not even stable? I couldn’t stop crying as I remember the sickness I have been feeling.
The vomiting, the headaches and the stomach ache I had when I was with Kai. I frown as I realise I have had s*x with only Kai recently.
Fuck, his condom broke the first time we had s*
