Why not me?

Hello my name is shay Hilton I am 17 years old. I am alone in this world my parents seem to not care about me and to be honest I don't care about me this is going to be in first person there will be few other point of views even though this is about me. See I have confidence here but whatever so yeah. My name is shay I am 17 and I have long blackish hair I am quite pale and I have icy blue hair.(shhh the writer isn't good at describing) I am 5ft 10 Im pretty tall for a female in my family. Anyway let me just describe the others so Lucas has short blonde hair green eyes and is tanned he also has a sexy 6 pack ooo don't tell jessie I said that anyway he is 6ft4 tall tanned 6 pack dream man right? any who I want you to decide if I should carry on with this story it is entirely up to you well partly anyway