Sansa wants to have a playdate again and I know Steve won’t be up for it and if I ask him he will be scared to refuse and he will be scared to agree to it. I told him because I like the guy and if we are to be friends I don’t want it to happen on the basis of a lie. “Sansa, really, stop it!” I tell her for the umpteenth time as she pulls my hand telling me to call Steve. “Stop behaving like a brat, if you don’t want a spanking,” I warn her. “But daddy I want to playyy with her!” She half screams, half whines. Fuck my life. Everything has to happen at once. I take a deep breath and try to calm myself down. I need Sansa to be calm for what I want to tell her, for what I am about to do to her. “Baby, please, please be a good girl for me just this once? Go play with Penny? Or Jared? Yo

