I am back home and I am just cuddling Mila. I still cannot wrap my head around our luncheon. Carlos really is Mafia!! I went and I helped him sort his accounts out. Someone was stealing obscene amounts of money from his account and if he hadn’t looked so shattered about it, I would have asked him just what does he do to earn that much. Only it turns out, that I didn’t have to. He told me. He told me he was Mafia. He dealt in arms and drugs and God knows what else. I wanted to make a run for Mila and get the f**k out of there, I mean that was my first instinct but he looked pretty harmless and also, I didn’t want to know that he would be able to stop me fairly easily if he did not want me to leave right then. After, they all tried to make me feel at ease, especially Jared. I think he could

