I have never felt so alone before. I know it’s selfish to say but I am really missing Beth and I can’t believe she is still not here. Even after the house party when she was avoiding me, it was still amazing just to catch a glimpse of her around the pack house or at school, but going days without even that has been unbelievably painful. Brody has been spending nearly all of his time with Tess and without Beth I feel like a third wheel. I see the way Brody and Tess are together knowing that they are mates and I wish more than anything that Beth was here to find out if she can tell yet if she is my mate or not. I know she doesn’t want me to be her mate right now so perhaps it is for the best that she isn’t here now. I have been feeling down and avoiding everyone since Beth left the pack. I h
