What am I doing? What the hell am I doing?
As I walk like a criminal in the middle of the forest trees, helped by the darkness around me, in the distance I can already make out Luka's house, I'm getting closer.
Maybe it's crazy, surely it's crazy, but the plan is: To find Luka through one of the windows, and stick around until his "fiancée" shows up, to see how they treat each other and... To check if they really treat each other with affection. Although this plan can definitely break my heart if I see them... If I see them...
I know this plan is risky, not only because it's very unlikely that I can find Luka and I can see him. But I have to do it, for my own mental well-being and health, I know I have to find him to make sure that my thoughts are not just imaginations, that I am not...
