Ever Cynical

Chapter 30🌶️- Wolfy Blue Pill

Kieran POV

This woman is a menace. A sexy, totally mesmerizing menace, but a menace all the same.

I could not spend my whole life in bed with her, but it was pretty clear we both would be happy to do so. I was reeling over the fact that she gracefully took matters into her own hands, effectively erasing any awkwardness I had started to feel with the moment of truth staring me in the face. I felt how desperate she was, and I was too. I just really wanted her to feel good. To feel that this was right, regardless of the bond.

I'd heard the doubt in her voice when she questioned my loving her in mere days, but the thing I don't think I'd made clear enough, was that I knew it wasn't just that. She was so exactly what I'd hoped for and imagined that it was eerie. Even stranger considering she was born before I was, so it wasn't like the goddess heard my wishes and made sure I got them granted. I mean, seriously, only she got my jokes and odd sense of humor.

All of my thoughts arrowed back to my mate as I felt her body tighten around my arousal. f**k she felt good.

I lost myself in her tight heat, slamming my hips back and forth as her moans pitched and increased. I was hitting her cervix with every thrust, leaving her gasping. Well, she did say hard, and that she could take anything I could give her. Guess we were fully testing that out, now weren't we? I smirked, pleased that she was writhing beneath me in pure ecstasy as our skin drew sensuously across each other.

I felt the moon's energy pull at me, telling me it was time. I changed my angle, hitting her G spot (I made sure to research that s**t ahead of time) and sending her over the precipice of her release as I sank my teeth into her marking spot. I could feel her tightly clench around me as she spasmed in pleasure before pulling my neck down to her mouth and marking me herself, sending me into an explosive, roaring orgasm of my own. I spilled my seed inside her, coating her walls, and felt my knot expand and attach.

Guess it's good we had the whole baby talk already, even if given current trends she was unlikely to conceive.

Our emotions poured into each other and we both teared up. Knowing exactly how much you meant to someone was a feeling beyond words. She gave me a watery smile and kissed my mark, cupping my cheeks tenderly. I shivered, then returned the favor. Her core clenched around me. We were messy and slick with sweat and our shared fluids, but both the feeling and the scent made me immeasurably happy. Our scents now had a note from each other. Hers, which had been bergamot, amber and ylang-ylang, was now graced with a strong note of coconut. She smelled like a sunny beach. I was not sure how my scent had changed to her, but I knew it would be different.

We were silent for a moment, just peering into each other's eyes as we reveled in the myriad sensations and emotions flowing through us. The joy I was feeling was euphoric. Anais wiggled a little and raised her brows.

"Is that your knot, mon coeur?" She asked, referring to the throbbing piece of my anatomy still locked inside her and doing its thing. Seemed kinda long but what did I know? I nodded. "Is it weird that I think it's sexy to be unable to separate?" She blushed. I kissed her fast and hard. When I reached out for our wolves, they both seemed to be... asleep? I guess mating had really taken it out of them.

Hmm.

"Not at all. It's okay to love everything about s*x with your mate." I said lovingly. Her blue eyes stared into mine. "Can I ask you how my scent has changed?" She sniffed my neck deeply. It was funny how she barely noticed she was a wolf, like not much had really changed other than transforming at will. She scrunched her nose in concentration.

"Ah, well, before you smelled like vetiver, coconut, and lime. Now there's uhhh bergamot? I think? It's not strong but it's unmistakable. Why?" She tilted her head. It was so cute. I was certain I would think it was cute if she farted. Not even joking, folks, not one bit. She could even fart on me and I'd love it anyway.

I would definitely pretend it wasn't that bad, even if it was warfare-grade stinky.

I loved my mate that much.

"That's your scent blending with mine. Good thing we are compatible scent wise. Imagine if you smelled like chocolate and I smelled like pine." I said, giggling. She shivered in disgust at the notion.

"Pine-sol truffles?" She said and snickered. "I bet you some human has made Jaeger truffles, which is essentially the same damn thing. No accounting for taste, I guess. So, mon coeur, do you feel any different?" I assessed myself, but it was hard to think of much with her naked body under me and my knot still doing its thing inside of her along with my hard, throbbing c**k. It stays like that at least until the knot goes down, but at this rate, I'd be ready for another round by the time that happened. In our health class, I'd never heard of knotting that lasted for more than a couple minutes, and we were currently pacing for five. "Kieran." She looked into my eyes. "Can we... move... while your knot is out?" She panted out. I could feel her desire through the bond.

"Yeah go hálainn, we can. Just not as much as I'd like. But I can give you the friction you need mo chridhe." I kissed her deeply, my tongue stroking hers with renewed confidence as I began to rock my hips against her, eliciting an immediate moan of pleasure. Well damn. Soon we were making slow, sensual love, touching all over and caressing with our lips. I played with her piercings in delight.

We lost track of how long it had been, and how many orgasms we'd had, but my knot was still in place. She grinned at me, boneless from all the pleasure I'd given her. We were incredibly messy. Not gonna lie, the mess was kinda bugging me. I wanted to take care of her, and I couldn't exactly do that while we were literally attached.

"Soooo, mind if I ask a weird question?" She asked carefully. I nodded. "Did you take like, wolfy Viagra or something? Cuz this is blue pill worthy right here." She giggled. I giggled too, but I think we were both ready for maybe a bath. Or some food. Maybe even just some standard cuddles after changing the sheets.

"Would it be too weird if I linked my dad? I would ask Ri'dubh but he's passed out in my head. This is not what they taught us in health class" I snorted. Soon I would be full-on laughing, and I knew she would too.

"Ummm, yeah, it would be f*****g weird. The first thing he is going to ask is why you want to know." She couldn't help herself and I could feel her clenching around me again as she laughed. When she caught the look on my face, her laughter stopped. "Kieran, bebe. Non. No way. We have both had at least ten orgasms. I don't know if I can go again."

"Is that a challenge?" I quirked a brow. I loved me challenge, and so did Ri'dubh. He might not be awake or whatever, but there was a reason we got along so well. Pleasuring our Luna was the best kind provocation. She dared to say she could not c*m more? Ha!

"Non, No no no. Not a challenge. We are literally stuck together, mon coeur." She said, and I flipped us over so she was on top. Wow the bed was messsssssy. Hmm. just gonna try to ignore that and hope we've got spare bedding. "What are you- oooohhh." She was cut off when I thrust up roughly. "s**t. How do you always do everything perfectly?" She said as she started moving in time with me. This time when she came, I was right there with her in an orgasm that lasted insanely long, rope after rope of c*m coating her walls. She screamed my name so loudly that she was a little hoarse, and collapsed on my chest, passed out completely.

Well. Guess I did a good job? I sighed. At least with Viagra you could take your d**k out of the lady. You know, let her have a moment to clean up and do her lady business. I mean, what if she had to pee?

Then, like magic, my knot finally began to retreat. Thank you, moon goddess. I never thought there would come a day when I was happy to see my c**k retreat. I gently scooped up Anais, who was still out cold, and placed her in the massive jacuzzi tub and started a hot bath. She did not stir, but her breathing was even and her heart rate steady. I went back to the bed and gathered up the sheets, tossing them in the hamper. There was a washer and dryer in the cabin, in the closet with the hot water heater, but it was the middle of the night, so it was going to wait until tomorrow.

The weird mega-long knotting had been more than a little embarrassing. Imagine if I'd had a mate any less understanding than Anais? Not to mention, it was my first time ever being intimate, and my lack of knowledge was obvious. Regardless of the fact that it was her first time too, my ego was slightly bruised from the experience, even if I'd managed to make her pass out from an orgasm. I knew I was overthinking things, because my wonderful mate was not going to hold a grudge over this.

I may not be knowledgeable about s*x, but of this I was 100% certain.

In the dresser, I found fresh sheets and remade the bed before I joined my mate in the bathroom. I grabbed a face wipe from the vanity and gently cleaned her makeup off. It was beyond smudged but I thought it was dead sexy that I did that. Made her cry in pleasure. Something I never knew was absolutely necessary for my happiness. I slid into the tub next to her, and moved her onto my lap. She was really out. I took down her pretty hair and set aside the pearls. Once I had us both bathed and dried, I tucked her into bed naked, snuggling up to her, in awe of the immense joy I felt.

I did have the fleeting thought that I really hoped it wasn't going to be like that every time.