Chapter 75- Gisela
**TRIGGER WARNING BECAUSE AGAIN, LUDOLF IS JUST THAT SHITTY OF AN INDIVIDUAL** Gisela POV Ludolf was for me, the worst being to ever exist. I'm sure Therosia Zonara gives him a run for his money, but the woman had not routinely r***d me for over three hundred years. Three hundred six, if you were counting. I could not help but count. I had nothing I was allowed to do. I was basically a prisoner, a bird in a gilded cage. Sometimes I cursed my near-perfect memory. Basically, hyperthymestic syndrome. I wished I could simply forget s**t or even dissociate. I know dissociation isn't s healthy wish, and plenty of people that struggle with it daily would never wish it upon their worst enemy. That being said, I think anyone can understand why I might want to hide from everything, once I tel
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