Prologue
I stare into his eyes as I fall to the ground his eyes are glossing over, tears running down his beautiful face. Rushing over to me I gasp for air he takes me in his arms and cradles me.
“Please don’t go ... don’t go ... stay with me” he says with sobs
“ you’ve brought me happiness, love and peace, Ash. No words can describe the way I feel for you.” I say calmly
“Don’t say it Ivy, Don’t say it” Ash says with sadness and misery in his voice.
“You fill me with so much love It feels like ill just explode. Ash, you have my heart . As long as you have it I will be with you forever. I will love you always and forever ...Goodbye my love” I say smiling, my eyes slowly lock onto his and they start to shut and the darkness takes place instead of his hazel eyes. And the screams from Ash slowly quieten down as I fall into oblivion.
I have never feared death.
It seems to be one of the most peaceful things in the world. Never having to wake up again, being, lost in void of nothingness but what hurts about it, is saying goodbye to the one you Love. Knowing you're never going to see them again, never going to have more time together.
Knowing, that it's goodbye forever.