I always get what I want

9. I cannot stay away from her

We sat for a bit in silence. I was looking at her, "Why are we really here?" she asked, and I frowned. I don't know what to say, because I am obsessed with you, I cannot say that. "You fascinate me," I say and she looked shocked. "You don't even know me." She asks, and I nod "Yeah because every time I try my friends f**k it up" I say, and she nods "Maybe you should get better friends" She says, and I laugh, her smile is something I will never get use to. "Maybe" I say and she laughs. "How old are you?" she asks I frown. "How old do you want me to be" I could see I pissed her off, "Don't do that" she says looking at the sand, "Do what?" she asks, and she looks at me again, "Answer my questions with a question" she says, and I nod again "I don't know anything about you and if I try its like you don't want to tell me." she says, and I look down scared she will see who I really am. I don't want her to see the real me because she won't like it.

She stood up, and I walked with her to the car. She is running again, and I must let her. I have something to do. I text Ian to pick me up and she left. Ian stopped, and I greeted him. He was one of my friends, but he also worked for my dad. We first stopped at a guy named Stevens' house. He has owned me a lot of money, and we get the money from him. "Okay, we have to go to this guy Brad's house," I say, and Ian nods, wiping the blood from his hands. We saw he was having a party and I hesitated to go in at first. "So are we going in?" Ian asked, and I nodded, "Yeah, let's go get my money" I said, and we walked to the back and that is when I saw her she was sitting next to that blond fucker Adam, and I was angry, I thought she was going home. I shake my head. I have no right to be mad. She is not mine. I saw her looking at me and then back at the girl next to her, and we walked to them.

"Have you seen Brad?" I asked, looking at her, but she was not looking at me. "Yeah he is in the house." Adam said, and we walked into the house. I saw Brad, and he tried running away. Ian grabbed him and I leaned against the wall. "We want our money" Ian said, and it looked like Brad was going to piss himself. I saw her standing at the door looking shocked, and I looked away. I cannot take it that she must see me like that. I grabbed Brad by the throat, and he started babbling about his rich mommy's jewelry and I got mad. I told him I would give him until tomorrow because I really didn't want Abby seeing me like this. Just as we were leaving, I heard that f*****g asshole say, "That guy is f*****g crazy. I turned around and looked at her and then him and I started beating him. I was jealous he gets to be close to her and I couldn't. I was blind with rage, and then I heard her shout my name and I looked at her. "Now you will think twice before running your mouth," I said to Adam, and I spit on him and left.

"Why the f**k did you have to do that." I hear her shout and I said Ian to get in the car. "Go back inside Abby" I said, and I can see she is shocked that I called her by her name, I normally call her pretty girl. "No tell me why did you do that" she says again, and I lose it. "I do not need to explain myself to you." I say "you could have killed him" she says and I laugh. "Believe me if I wanted him dead he would have been." I say and she stares at me in disbelief. "Your f*****g crazy" she says, and I grabbed her arm "You haven't seen crazy yet" I tell her walking to the car opening the door. "I believe the stories now." She says and I nod looking at her. 'I don't care believe what you want, now go back to your boyfriend" I say getting in the car and telling Ian to drive. I saw her standing there, and I knew I must stay away from her.

I crashed at Jacobs' house and when she got there I was surprised. She looked at me and I could see something was off. "Can I talk to you?" she asked me and I frowned and walked to a room with her. She tells me they went to the police and I really did not care, my dad owes half the police here, so they won't do s**t to me. I was surprised that she came and warned me. "Fine if you do not care I will be off to give my statement" she said, and I was surprised again. "And why would you do that pretty girl?" I asked her and she looked at me. "They know I was there" she say and I nod. "So your boyfriend gets beaten up and ran to the police, and you are backing him up?" I ask getting pissed off. "He is not my boyfriend, and don't worry I will just tell them I don't know you at least I won't be lying." She says and she left. I went to sit in the living room again, and they all looked at me, "What?" I asked and they just shook their heads. Amelia came and told them what she wanted because they were all looking at me and Natalie looked shocked. "So she came to warn you?" she asked me and I just shrugged.

We went to the beach and I went surfing. I saw her and I heard them ask her about the police station, and she was vague. I did not care because I knew I would not get in trouble. I saw her swimming and, f**k it took everything in me not to do dirty things to her. I went to sit with her and I could see something was off. I looked at her. Why is she so f*****g beautiful, and why can't I stay away? I warned her I would ruin her, and she didn't listen. When she asked for Molly that night, I lost it. I would not let her get into drugs. I was mad when she took it and I know she is doing it for the wrong reasons. I dragged her away from the others and I had to remind myself she was not mine. "Why do you care?" she asked, and I had to say it, she had to stay away from me. "I would never care about you." I saw in her eyes I would hurt her, and she left, I knew I could not let her drive ome and I said I will take her, but I am taking her to my house. I gave her one of my shirts and I said goodnight. After a while, I went to check up on her, and she was sleeping on my bed, where I left her and I stood watching her.

Why has this girl captivated me so much, and why can't I stay away from her? I thought and stroked her cheek and she stirred. I sat watching her sleep like a creep and I knew then and there that I was in too deep, I would not be able to let her go ever, and I needed to make her mine. But there is so many reasons why I can't.