I always get what I want

7. Too good for me

They made a big fire on the beach, and we sat around it. I was already a little bit drunk. I saw Natalie take a pill from Jacob, and then she swallowed it. She looked at me and smiled. "Do you want one princess?" She asked and I frowned. "What is it?" I asked, and she laughed, "Molly" she said, and I frowned again. I have never used drugs before except for weed, but why not. "Okay why not" I asked, and she laughed, taking another one from Jacob. "Abby are you sure about this?" Amelia asked, looking worried. "What do I have to lose?" I asked, and she shrugged "Have you ever taken drugs before?" Natalie ask and I shake my head. "Don't give it to her." I hear Braxton and I look at him surprise. "Sorry I did not know my dad is here" I say rolling my eyes, and he glares at me. "Now give it." I say to Natalie, and she looks back at Braxton again.

"Abby, it will make you feel very good now, but tomorrow will be shit." she said and I nodded. "I understand now, give it here." I said. "No" Braxton said, and Natalie looked at him again. I sighed and stood up. "You are not my dad," I said, walking to Natalie and I took the pill from her. "Don't take it" he said, and I looked at him in surprise. I looked at him and walked till I was in front of him and I put it in my mouth and swallowed it. I leaned in, putting my hands on his legs and I whispered "Like I said, you are not my dad, and I don't listen to my dad, anyway." I stood back up, and he grabbed me by my arm, and he stood up and pulled me away from the rest. "Let go of me" I say pulling my arm away from him, and he glares at me. "What are you trying to do?" he asked, and I look up at him confuse. "I don't know what you mean" I say smugly smiling at him.

"Why are you drinking so much, and now you are taking drugs?" he said, and I looked up at him surprised. "And why are you watching me so much that you will know what I do?" I told him and he laughed, rubbing his face. "God you are so f*****g annoying." he said, and I look up at him hurt. "f**k you" I say trying to walk away again, but he grabs my wrist. "Let go of me, Braxton" I say again, and he just looked at me. "Why do you care, please tell me why do you f*****g care!" I shout at him close to tears, and he looked at me and shake his head. "I don't, let's get one thing straight, I will never care what you do." he said walking closer to me and I feel the pain in my heart. I looked up at him and I wiped a tear from my eyes. "Good to know, now please leave me the f**k alone." I said, pulling my hand from his grip and I walked to the others. "I am leaving" I said, grabbing my bag and Jacob, stands up. "Abby, you really cannot drive right now" he said, and I frown at him. "I will be fine" I say walking to my car and I can feel the Molly starting to work, but I was too angry and sad at the same time to really feel good.

"Abby, wait, please listen to me. You cannot drive right now. We are going to Jacobs' house in a while. You can crash there with us." she said and I shook my head. "No, I need to go home." I said, and a sob left my mouth. "What happened?" she asked, hugging me, and I started really crying. After a while, we were sitting next to my car, and I was done crying, she asked again. "What did he say to you?" she asked, and I shook my head. "Nothing" I said, "He must have said something she said. I sighed and stood up, almost falling from my head spinning. "I will see you tomorrow" I told her and she shook her head. "No, I am not letting you drive" before I could reply hear. "I will take her home" I looked over Amelia's shoulder and I see Braxton, shaking my head. "No I am good thanks" I say, and he sighed and take the keys from me. "Do you even know where I live?" I ask him folding my arms and he shakes his head. "We are going to my house." he said, and I look up in surprise.

I see Amelia frowning, "Abby, go with Braxton, your parents will kill you seeing you like this." She says and I laugh. "No, my mom will just be embarrassed with me." I laughed, and she also laughed. My emotions are everywhere. She walked closer and kissed me on the cheek. "I will never be embarrassed by you, now go with him and sleep it off," she said, and I nodded, hugging her. "And don't touch her when she is like this." Amelia said, pointing a finger at Braxton, and he just rolled his eyes getting in the drivers side. We drove in silence, and then I looked at his hands, why does he have such beautiful hands, and he looked so good driving my jeep. I shook my head, looking out the window again. "I saw you staring" he said, and I looked at him shocked. "I did not," I said, trying to look angry, and he laughed. "What ever you say, pretty girl." I frowned. I cannot figure this guy out, he is so hot and cold with me.

"I don't understand you" I said, looking out the window again. "Why?" he asked, looking at me before looking at the road again. "I don't know, you are so hot and cold with me. We can have a good moment like on the beach the other day, and then you are like you are tonight." I say and he keeps quiet. "Of course you would be quiet right now," I say, rolling my eyes, leaning my head against the headrest. "It's because you are too good for me Abby" he says, and I open my eyes looking at him. "I am not a good guy, and I don't like to be told what to do, I also don't like it if someone disrespect me or the people I love, I have done some bad s**t in my life and I don't even feel bad about it, and then you came, and I don't know you are so good and pure it drives me f*****g insane." he said

"I am not so good or pure as you think" I asked, looking out the window again, folding my arms. "Do you like me?" I asked him, and he looked at me again before looking at the road. "Abby" he said and I shook my head. "No I need to know, do you like me?" I ask and he keeps quiet. We stopped in front of a house I assumed was his, and he turned to me. "I am not allowed to like you," he says, and I look at him frowning. "Why not?" I ask and he rubs his chin. "Like I said you are too good for me, and I will just ruin you." he said leaning in kissing my head and then he gets out. I sat there. I was shocked, he opened the door for me and I stumbled a little. He helped me to a room and I sat down on the bed. "I can't sleep in these wet clothes," I said, and he nodded, leaving the room and came back with a shirt. "Its clean I promise" he said and I nodded. He walked to the door and turned around. "Good night Abby" he said, and then he left.