Avoiding Ex with Another Ex

In front of the face of a gun with a bullet ready to fire. No words uttered as tears spoke while the rope itches at my wrist. It's dark, gloomy and too quiet, with only the aquaintance of someone aching for me to disappear under his eyes. I have no clue to what I owed from them, perhaps there is but not perceived. Either way do I deserve this? "Any last words?" He asked or specifically a threat for my life is soon to vanish at the earth's existence. But in the middle of the shiver, only one person filled my head, longing for his protection. If I may die now, all I adorn is to hear a word from him. A drop fell into my lap and made an attempt for a request despite of the falter. "C-can I call at least one person--before you end me. I-I do promise it's not a police, and even if I attempt to, you can click that gun immediately." He responded with a grin even if his eyes are blocked under his hood. He took my phone from my left pocket, how did he knew that? "Since your hand is all tied up, I'll take the favor of contacting him" He suggested while flipping my phone. Is he a mind reader or what? How could he say it's a him and not a her. "09723495612" He didn't ask to repeat it and tapped the call button while placing it in front of my face. I reminisced myself on what words should I say in a short period of time. I really love you? But it's too cringe nor unpleasant to hear coming from my mouth. It's too sweet to handle. Apologize? Forget me? I'll let you go? I can't seem to chose any appropriate statement for there are to many to be mentioned. Until a ring tone ended all thoughts that wandered in my heart. I looked around to sense where it came from while deciphering that familiar sound. I started to think what if I'm not the only one here, is he being dragged too? I need to reverse my request, I hope persuation will be at my side and luck. Praying that he is not around here as a hostage. "Nevermind, why don't you-" I stopped as he raised his finger that shushed my mouth. Then after it he took something from his pants and it was a phone, the source of the ring tone. He answered it and that gave a confirmation, his phone is with him. "Why--how?! You bast*Rd!!!! What did you do to him!!! Aren't you satisfied of one death?!! I'm going to kill you if you lay a finger on him-" My whole world stopped when a thing hit my cheek that turned my head to the other side, almost falling at the ground. I saw drip of blood and wasn't surprise of something obvious. Why have I gone crazy? This is all my fault. I'm already prepared to face death but accepting his? What did he do?!! I kept holding my headache for the thoughts of fear tortured me. Is he dead?! Is he injured?!!! Is he still breathing?!!!! "You never change do you? Pretending to care, overeacting, being too dramatic. You're such a burden. Too pathetic, I just wanna puke." "What are you implying to? Don't act as if I know you" "Woah, Where did you get that confidence of yours Daphie?" My mouth instantly shut while my heart skipped a terrified beat every stare at his grin. Nevertheless his face didn't rang a creep, rather how he casually out-named that word. My nickname that only one person knows. I tried not to think, I tried not to assume, I tried to hope, I even expected yet I'm not prepared for the truth. "No..... You're.... It can't be you" At that instant he lifted my chin using his gun while leaning close to my eyes with his stares in depths of cursed graves. "I'm sorry Daphie but I never became like this without you. I'm grateful that now, even to my own partner...." I felt a metallic coldness around my forehead, instead of a wild shriek, my tears kept pleading for all of it to end. "I never felt an inch of guilt, killing you" I wanted to ask What did you hate about me? When did you hate me? Why did you hate me? Still, I'm also not prepared for his answers. It might cause pain more damaging that his bullet. I heard a shot, it felt warm especially at my forehead. It smelled fresh scarlet liquid. My eyes slowly fell as my body crashed to the dusty cemented floor. I opened my mouth, trying to speak, even if it's only calling his name. Hoping it's not really him. I saw a messy raven hair with scarlet strands after he pulled out his hood. When the truth finally revealed itself, I let out a tear drop as my last words before everything went black. ********* "Life is cruel, am I right?" In the midst of darkness, a voice echoed around an endless black space where I felt my body floating around. Wandering my eyes is no use if black is the only pigment your eyes meets. "Who are you?" "Darling, there's no need for introductions. You should be grateful that you can use your hearing sense. It only means that you have 10 seconds to completely die and vanish. Thanks to me you still have time" "10 seconds?!! Thankful?!!! What the?!! This is no joke for fooling around whoever you are!!!! What do you need from me!" The mysterious voice left only a giggle as a response, I think we're in hell. "Darling, you asked incorrectly. You're the one who needs me. Sigh.... You need to take grammar lessons seriously at your second life" "What do you mean by second life?" "Every year only one person is chosen to retake his or her own life. A chance to change everything and you're that person. Yey!!!" "Huh?!! Am I still dreaming?" I can't consider this as reality for floating at a completely dark realm is already foolish to be considered true.Now there's someone talking that's perhaps a voice of a female entity. It's sweetly high pitched. Maybe an angel "I'm not an angle silly" What did she read my mind?! "Of course, I'm inside your conscience. Well'p time's ticki'n and we already have..... 3 seconds?!!!!" She paused as if she is looking at a watch. "What-" "You can live again, you'll turn back time later. On the contrary, there's a return" She talked in a quick manner. "I don't get it-" "Shush! Make sure you end it" "End?!!" "End those crisis of suicidal valedictorians" "Wha?!" "Goodluck! Make sure...NEVER REPEAT YOUR MISTAKE". Her cheerful tone altered into dull threat. I opened my eyes, after trying hardly I finally done it. That immediate action tingled my eyes adjusting to the bright light of the surrounding. "Hey! What the f*CK are you talking about?!" I let out my frustration after being piled up earlier, it almost paralyzed my whole body. Now, I'm fully in control. I can talk to her with an ease. Although, instead of one person that is conversing with me. Multiple eyes blinked at my direction while a person standing in front of a board with glasses has obviously bursted a nerve. Wait?!! This is..... "Ms. Peneus?!!!!!!!!!! Get out and head to detention, this instant!!!!!"